A diary towards a clear head & a step in the right direction Day 1 10/12/2015

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How's the weekend been pal?

 
Posted : 13th December 2015 10:05 pm
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Hi

On day 4 tonight I suppose I am feeling the first pangs of gambling. But I have not looked at anything gambling related nor do I want to. This has me beaten and I have no great desire for another fight. Its easier just do the right things and not gamble early days for me..

Michael

 
Posted : 13th December 2015 10:30 pm
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Absolutely spot on Michael. Easy life needed. So much stress to deal with in normal life and added anxiety, financial strain and depression makes it nearly impossible. We know they'll be pangs but your doing the right things. Keep the faith.

 
Posted : 13th December 2015 10:36 pm
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How's day 5 gone? Any more pangs or easing a bit? Hope you're doing well and really appreciate the New Years initiative you've started.

 
Posted : 14th December 2015 10:11 pm
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How you doing Michael?

 
Posted : 17th December 2015 10:34 pm
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Sorry for not writing more here. I going okay thus far extremely moody and annoyed with myself why did I do this again. I hate gambling so much for the moment. I hope this gets me a long way up the road. I am trying to start running again not particularly appealing in this weather. Looking back I wonder how could I do this to myself but I have and I did and I have got to start again.

 
Posted : 19th December 2015 10:15 am
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I think I am on Day 10

 
Posted : 19th December 2015 10:17 am
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Hi Michael - I sense annoyance in your posts. You seem really bitter about the whole situation. I know it's really really difficult but you need to snap out of it. Got to try and be a bit more positive... maybe that will come with time as it's really raw for you now. Try and post a bit more on here and I'll try to help you along. You're doing well. Day 10 is a great start. It's saved you £500 based on £50 a day! That's Christmas paid for!

 
Posted : 19th December 2015 3:38 pm
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Change

 
Posted : 19th December 2015 4:10 pm
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Change I am bitter prob for first time in my life about gambling. These people robbed me of time, experiences, friends & money. The gambling industy talk about choice. When I first started gambling I was only 15 and ended up instantly addicted. I have lost countless days and experiences due to gambling. Idiots that don't realise what's going on, talk about choice. Tell that to the me who is as high as a kite from gambling. Gambling addiction is a disease for those of us who have it. It's consequences death,heartbreak & ruined families, so when the fun stops. Yes I am bitter but I am wasting little time thinking about them.

 
Posted : 19th December 2015 4:10 pm
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I actually could care less about the money

 
Posted : 19th December 2015 4:11 pm
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Hi Michaels i feel your pain,its a pain to see that on adverts.when the fun stops stop.if only it was that easy.i am 33 and had my 3rd child 4 weeks ago,i have bn gambling from 15 years old and to be honest things have got worse and worse.we can never win because we can never stop,no matter how much of a build up of money we build it always ends up lost wether it be a week,month or year.:-( hope you stay away mate

 
Posted : 19th December 2015 8:12 pm
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This is prob the first good day I have had since I gave up gambling. Got out of the house for a walk took the car for a wash. Normal things instead of being down in a smelly grimy bookies. Hopefully more of these to come

 
Posted : 20th December 2015 2:50 pm
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Well done mate better doing that sort of stuff than giving your hard earned money to those rats

 
Posted : 20th December 2015 4:40 pm
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Yes please it's messed me up so much completely socially inept due to spending too much time gambling. I hate them so much at the moment

 
Posted : 20th December 2015 5:55 pm
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