A fresh start!

Hi Jess, its so true looking back now that I had more low points than high points when I was gambling. Even if I won I was always chasing more..I just like you had lost all disregard of money and all I thought was one big win could change my life.

What changed my life was not gambling and saving some hard earned money I worked for and now being able to buy things I have always wanted. Its a good feeling when you buy something with earned money.

I still have urges like all of us and would be lying if I said I didn't think about it most days..I just try and shift the thought to other subjects close to my heart. I knew I could have crumbled 6 months ago but didn't and that was a huge step for me.

Thanks for your kind words and support, I'm supportive of everyone on here and if I can help anyone on their journey that means the world to me!

I have no doubt you can go 516 days and beyond..if I can anyone can!

All the best!

Krishan

531 days, next mini milestone is 550! All going well at the moment and staying committed and focussed!

Good luck to us all!

Krishan

Glad to have got christmas over without giving in! 564 days and counting! Extremely proud of myself to get this far and despite lots of personal problems lately I have just got on with life battling through!

Best wishes to everyone..striving towards day 600!

Krishan

Well done mate you have done fantastic!

Thanks very much, always nice to recieve support!

All the best to you, wish you well! If you need any advice you know where I am!

Krishan

Just read your diary kchurch,well done mate for kicking gambling into touch for so long, great achievement..

Thanks so much, the support I have received has helped me so much and really pushed me through bad times!

All the best to one and all

Krishan

Hi Krishan,

Thanks again for the support. Sorry to hear you've been thinking of gambling but really pleased to hear you haven't.

You've been gambling free for so long now, I'm not sure how 'fresh' the memory of your last session is for you. Let me remind you, as someone who still has a very fresh memory of the horror of blinding making deposit after deposit after deposit in the hope of winning back what you've so carelessly just thrown away - it really isn't worth it.

That feeling of complete panic as you keep depositing, the nausea that sets in when you realise it's all gone, the sleepless nights you have as you replay it all over and over and over again...just wishing you'd cashed out - at any point that wasn't zero, the internal war that rages the next day as half your brain tells you to try and win it back while the other half of your brain begs you not to.

It really isn't worth it Krishan, you've done so well to get to the stage you are. Don't go back to the place I am

Stay strong

Jess

Thanks so much Jess,

These past two weeks have been particularly bad for me with it being the Australian Open and tennis was my main sport to put money on.

You're forum helped me so much when I felt a little down so a massive thank you for sharing your story and updating regularly! I have every confidence you will do extremely well with everything you do and will always get my support.

I can't imagine taking a huge step back but I just know I need to be careful and not let my guard down!

My last session is actually quite fresh in my mind as I remember the day very well and sometimes I think back to that day and that always prompts me to keep going and stay strong not just for me but for everyone on this site.

If I can do anything to help you know where I am, thanks for the support and kind words..its appreciated as always!

Kind regards

Krishan x

Hi guys. I'm new here but I need to share this my gbling addiction has only been broken through the power of Jesus Christ the son of God Before i became a Christian I was prefuse ROULETTE ROULETTE AND SLOTS I got free Then last year as a Christian I fell back into it , again I lost 1000,s but my only!! Way out was jesus , praying to him And wise Council

There are many good preaches on YouTube on gambaling that I listened to and still went back and gambled But I'm free and came across this forum And I feel for everybody struggling God loves you all and can help you how he helped me Please don't hesitate to respond I can show you guys some great resources And tell you how only through jesus I got free and how you can too

Thanks very much but for now I will stick to how I go about things.

Kind Regards

Krishan

Never ever thought I would reach day 600, days like today remind me to keep going and dont look back! certainly had ups and downs of late but the drive to get to day 600 was pushing me on and here I am! Been kept very very busy lately which is always a good thing! Wishing you all well!

Krishan

600 days Krisham, that really is AWSOME going, understand your drive to get to this day, I am driving myself on at this time for the 300. never mind 600,

Hi 5 to you , very well done,

Suzanne xx

Hi Krishan,

Couldn't let the big 600 pass without a mention. Massive well done to you and long may it continue.

Enjoy those celebratory drinks

Jess x

Thanks very much all, had a wonderful time and onto the next target of day 700, soon to be two years hopefully! Congratulations to all you guys for staying strong and as ever im here if needed.

Kind Regards

Krishan