A good day today as i paid off a debt today well i paid it off last week but hadnt realised.
One of my customers helped me out earlier on in the year with a small loan as yes youve guessed it id gambled everything i had not that i told her that.Anyway ive been paying it back weekly since august and i went to give her what i thought was the last instalment and she told me that last week was the last one.
so one debt down a couple more to go.
No real urges today a few thoughts but nothing major.
thankyou guys for the support
Stay Strong.xx
As i paid off a debt yesterday i had abit of spare cash so treated the boys to some new clothes in the sales of course.
Felt flat yesterday evening dont know why still feeling abit flat today.
The excitement of christmas is over and its back to my mundane life of work and paying bills?
No real urge to gamble so thats good.
Time for hugs with LO
Stay Strong.x
One debt gone, well done!
And you deserved to give your boys a little treat too.
Don't forget to treat yourself as well!
Onwards and upwards!
GT
Hi Elizabeth
I know what you mean by saying you feeling a little flat I feel the same, in my life i always like to have something to focus on and on boxing day I was sat thinking what am I going to do now? so i deceided that when the hubby goes back to work I will spend my days doing my house up room by room then when the summer comes i can start on the garden and then it will be Christmas again 🙂
Keep going you are doing great x
Alcohol =headache + work = :0(
Ouch
I feel sorry for you today Elizabeth.
Hehe oh dear lots of coffee for you today 🙂 x
The wonders of celebrating the arrival of 2012!
GT
Thankyou for all your kind words and support i can always count on you lot to make me feel better.;0)
Work was tough today but got through it i have lovely customers who kept me supplied with tea.
2 sugars if anyone wants to offer.
Struggling with urges today made sure i paid all bills today being payday and have had to leave some cash in bank to cover dd over weekend.But i really do have an itch i want to scratch dont know if its because my defences are down because of drinking( i dont normally)
or just still feeling abit flat.Struggling,struggling.
Stay Strong.xx
Hi E!
Push those urges aside.You have come too far for giving into an Urge.We've all been there but once we push it aside(no matter how hard)we become stronger!
All my best and stay strong.
Viggo.
Keep fighting those urges.
It's amazing how they come around when it's payday isn't it?!
But by paying off all of your bills straight away, you are well on your way to feeling much better and more normal.
This period will not last for too long.
Stay very strong and very positive.
GT
thinking of you elizabeth...xx don't forget to treat yourself too...be good to you xxxx
Horrendous evening.
Struggling struggling.
Still fighting.x
horrendous evening struggling struggling ?
But youve came on here instead of gambling Elizabeth.
Think positive positive positive !
Youve come too far to fall now.
You can do it lassie x
Stay strong Elizabeth.....what would you say to me??....keep posting..all night if you need to ...me and dotty here..in bed ...reading..no booze for me either as makes me mentally weak...you can do it! xxx
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