a new way of thinking

Looking forward to seeing you at the 'check-in' tomorrow.

It still sounds funny to me when I say 'see you at the 'check-in'!

Don't know about you?!

GT

Hiya E..aka TW

Am with you on the relaxing weekend...am also skint due to me verses the inland revenue...but hey..this too shall pass!

Your doing great....keep strong ....keep posting xx ((XX))

Morning all,

The relaxing starts now still in my pjs LO and i have only been up a short while and have no plans to do anything well bit of food shopping later but thats it.

Checked in with GT which feels really great to do for some strange reason.

Hope everyone has a relaxing and chilled weekend.

Stay Strong.

E xx

morning Elizabeth....just left you a post on my diary...on my way out now....take care of you and great to see you relaxing too in your pj's ...xx Dot back on her stomping ground.. shes 16 months now and a little love xx

Hiya Elizabeth.

Thanks for sharing your diary, I have learned quite a bit from it.

Glad you are being strong and getting there.

Only day 1 for me but 1 day at a time,

Tony 🙂

Hiya Elizabeth,

I got an email from Julliette, she is asking for you and hopes to return to the forum at some stage. Have a lovely weekend 🙂

Love Del xo

Thanks Dotty,Tony and Del.

Feeling ok today nice relaxed saturday must admit got bored by the evening but dealt with that so no urges raised their ugly head.

Not much else to say really but i suppose thats a good thing the more mundane my posts get the further away i get from the gambling gremlins.:0)

Have a good sunday everyone.

Stay Strong.

E x

Yo TW

No need to find your dusty diary! Out popped your name. 🙂

On a whizz at mo, so quick 'hi', have a goody day

exmug

You are doing great!

Well done you : )

Thankyou Exmug,Ade and Freda.

Just doing some finances and as long as i dont spend on anything but essentials till the end of the month i will pay all my bills ON TIME and get through LOs third birthday whoop whoop.

Ive been about two weeks behind with everything for ages but it looks like ive finally managed to catch up.so last month i paid off one of my debts and this month ive managed to catch up on my bills even with christmas.;0)

h*r h*r gambling go shove it.;0)

Stay Strong

E xx

Hi elizabeth.....don't worry about the mundane posts..my life is so simple now you can set your clock by me and am loving it.

As for debts etc...again just my own experience here but i am pretty cheeky and canny with negotiating with companies..it ends up that i kind of tell them what i'm paying rather the other way around.

So long as they get something then usually they call the dogs off...it's when people drop out of orbit that they send the bully boy letter mob in...i owe the revenue some cash but they are getting it on my terms ..i have some debts from last two years and have worried about it like mad and want to clear the debt but am not beating myself up anymore...i'm sure Tesco don't loose sleep when they owe a few ker-gillion...lol xxx thinking of you xx Rach n Dot

Thanks guys and gals.

Your right Ade things are getting betterer lol ;0)

Not happy not sad but doing ok today i suppose thats what we should call "normal"whatever that actually is.

LO has conjuntivitis have you ever tried to get drops in a two yr olds eyes 4 times a day o*g nightmare so far the only thing working is bribery and thats just to get near his eyes :0)

Now i can see a light at the end of my debt tunnel [only just mind]i feel like ive relaxed abit instead of walking round with my shoulders up by my ears im smiling abit more but having said that this is time to keep my guard up.

Stay Strong

E xx

Yo TW

Just back from my whizz.

Thanks for past 2 posts on my dusty diary! 1 managed to warm the cockles ( ? ) and yes not for the 1st time have i been referred to as mad as a hatter, sometimes strange, weird or what I prefer maverick?

Now for my serious head, whats this may I ask -

'Not much else to say really but i suppose thats a good thing the more mundane my posts get the further away i get from the gambling gremlins.:0)

Firstly followed your posts of suports for a couple of months before delving back on to these diary's, thinking not only a TW but a top asset, secondly a lal trait of us c.g's in beating our selves up! this I believe passes and thirdly my theory is we c.g's never really get far away from the gambling S***e but we learn to combat! So take heed and continue as you are.

Feel pretty comfortable on your diary and love the relationship you have with your mah, hence be prepared for some more random posts.

Tired mind at mo, but believe me that money tree will be flowering soon!

exmug

ps.... H/B to LO

Thankyou Pauls and Ade,

Random post away pauls whenever and whatever you like.

Your spot on about my mum she is a real TW.:0)

I hope your right about my money tree.

It will take time to get used to normal but it still feels better than feeling like S***e and all the other negative words i could use about myself after a gamble.

Hate these dark mornings and dark evenings just want to stay in bed and sleep but im not allowed theres this strange law that says my son has to go to school everyday oh yeah and my job lol.Feeling ok just tired and no urges so all good.

Ive had 3 text messages from casinos today asking me to contact them as i havent played for a while and is there anything they can do to help.

Yes you can f*** off.;0)

Stay Strong

E x

hiya Elizabeth...with you on the dark mornings and evenings...I love my bed and sleep...all toasty in my pj"s...loving your response to the Casino texts ..I may apply this to life in general some days LOL x

Your in my thinks xxx