Back to square 1

way to go one them days, keep em rolling

s**t s**t s**t. I have an awful urge, haven't felt this burning urge in ages. Do not want to!!! Wrote on here to distract myself. Will not do it !!!! 🙁

Hi Nic

Stay strong girl you know deep down it is a road not worth taking, I was the same on Saturday morning we have to be strong it will pass

Take Care

Hugh

Hi Hugh

I resisted thank god. I don't know what made me want to last night. I know if I did I would of just messed up Christmas all together. I'm so so glad I resisted now. It can be hard at times though

Nicki

Hi Nicki

I know tell me about it, I think it is boredom or stress that triggers the urge there is only so much boredom one can take before our resouceful little minds wonder back to gambling lol but gald you didnt go down that road you felt cr** today and hey you dont want to start off on day 1 again just think only 6 weeks to go to Christmas we can do it kido

Hugh

Well done for resisting that urge, Nicki. I had exactly the same thing recently and gave into it and you know what, it was like having a f*g weeks after quiting. As in, it felt disgusting and I felt guilty at getting so far and giving in. Also, it might have meant me being skint for the rest of the month, but I didn't chase and wound up back her, realising what a f*** up I just made. Stay strong, you've shown you are by not giving in to the urges. These urges will come again but they'll be weaker and you'll be stronger.

Hi Nicki,

A massive well done on resisiting those urges, they will come and go from time to time but i believe that each time we resist them we get stronger and learn that little bit more about ourselves and this addcition.

Keep going nicki you can do this.

Take care

Blondie x

well glad ya got threw the night and christmas be saved from all them grinches out there. way to go.

Hi Nicki,

I am just popping in 2 check u r ok and staying strong 🙂

Have a gr8 nite xxxx

Hey Nicki,

Just wanted to wish you well and say well done on your progress so far. As many have said the urges do come but over time they simmer down a little and your previous strength and determination will stand you in good stead if they do return.

Brilliant to see you part of the xmas thread and it puts a genuine smile on my face seeing people check in each week. That smile widens when I see newer members to the forum showing great character in those early weeks.

Keep making the right choices,

Flagg

Day 36.

Thanks everyone so much for your encouraging words. It really is appreciated and its so nice to have such support. Well day 36 so it's he over a month whoop whoop. Not getting much time to come on here lately. So I'm sorry I'm not posting on others offering encouragement, busy busy busy. I'm feeling good there hasn't been any urges since the last time. Stat strong everyone

Nicki

Thanks for post on my page,i dont have problem with online gambling it jst seems to be shops.only problem there is so many of them and I work in many area,s cant ban myself from them all 🙁

Hi,

Just popping in 2 say I hope u r ok and staying strong xx

Hi nicki

Thank you for the post . I think you should start to think about changing your name 36 days gamble free isn't silly my friend it's amazing.

Keep going your one step nearer to the life that you deserve.

Take care

Blondie x

Day 43!! I'm loosing track on the days now keep having to use my fingers and toes to add them up brain feels frazzled :-/. Working hard on placement and with my studies so feeling pretty drained but hey ho that's life.

No urges what so ever to gamble whoop whoop. Feeling good that its been this long. Sorry I haven't had time to comment on anyone's diary just been super busy. Stay strong everyone

Nicki