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Hey Sandra, just been catching up with your diary. Glad you decided to stay - you would have regretted leaving. I feel so lazy reading your posts with all the running you do! I am soooo unfit - might start walking but would like to get a bike. Maybe when I get a new job I can buy one 😉 Take care xxx

Well if there's ever a gamcare get together you've just volunteered to be the chef! Take care and have a great weekend.

Thank you Pinksparkle and Dave,

Lol Dave, i sure can take cooking on for that occasion:)

Dear diary,

Well, another Friday, my weekend in at work...Not much to report, still going steady. Day 96 and i'm pleased to be at this point, bearing in mind i didn't have too good days recently.

Getting ready for a good run to kick start my weekend and then just concentrate on a fight and surviving at work lol

Take care all, i sure will catch up with you soon:)

Have lovely and relaxing weekends keep going strong

Sandra x

Yo,

That makes two of us Hun, I too am working over the weekend . Damed annoying lol

Hope you are doing ok today , try not to let the b******s at work grind you down !

You my lovely are worth 10 of them !

Shiny xxxxxxx

Hey Shiny.x...good to know i'm not the only one dedicated for work lol... take care darling

Good morning diary,

Yep, on my break again( i do get them tonight haha)... no surprise, it's chucking down with rain...bank holiday weekend...like on dot every year.

Feeling good, just a bit tired and sleepy, but hey , could be worse....could be another 13 hours to go....or even WORSE...to be glued to computer screen wasting money....

This thought really makes me feel sick, so i'm actually glad i'm at work haha:-)

Well, day 97...wow...fantastic

Looks like i can do it. I just want it so much...i had destruction at my door step constantly recently, but with help and encouragement i keep going. I am not strong, hell no....but it's one of the things i give it all and concentrating the most.

Everything is possible indeed.

Oops...wafling here already lol, go do my last rounds with kindergarden and hopefully get out a bit earlier....this rain really don't give me much strentgh....and just keep thinking...how i'm gonna run later on if it keeps raining?......DILEMMA hey? 🙂

Ok, that's it diary...thanx for listening:-)

Day at a time

Sandra x

Sandra

what a great dilemma to have!!

Wind the clock back 97 days and you faced greater dilemma through the destruction that was feeding your addiction.

Be very proud of your efforts. The century awaits.

Be kind to yourself my friend. Because you are worth it.

Duncs stepping forward never back.

Yo,

Well did ya 😉

Run or run ...........

You sound upbeat Hun, good I believe positively creates a force field between us and the next bet .

Not that I am displaying bucket loads of hat myself at the moment but it will come .

Enough bout me , weekend workers unite !!!!!!!

Shiny xxxxxxx

Hey thanx Duncs and Shiny!

Well, feeling quite good today...need to hold on on that feeling lol..before work takes it off me;-)

Dilemma solved- getting my running gear out and off i go before it starts raining.

Have a lovely Saturday all and will speak to you all later.

Take care

Day at a time

Sandra x

Hi Sandra

Ooph! where do you get the energy-Ive just done niteshift too and the thought of running...aargh! Respect to you!

You're also jogging along with your life-sounding positive, well done 🙂

Take care

Irene

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Hey Sandra,

Hope you enjoyed your run - must feel good to get out in the fresh air doing exercise!

Enjoy the rest of the weekend! xxx

Thanx Irene and Pink, keep going strong girlsxx

Dear diary,

Still here, still dragging my feet lol. Today feel more tired than yesterday, i think my body giving signs to slow down and rest, so i might aswell stay in bed tomorrow till time for work lol. For now, just few more hours to rack up:-)

Remembered the start of my road to recovery....first few weeks, and when i start posting, i was cheating death with not eating or sleeping..nightmares.....bad times....i didn't realise it all was going to affect me physically. But here we go, it's all games with mind....i made myself so weak...

But hey, look at me now....running, COOKING! sleeping( now and again lol)....still a lot of things to sort out to make my life more healthier and myself stronger

Addiction - walking death, that's how i see it now.

I'm glad i'm out(for98days)....very glad i found a path in life. It's only back road at the moment, but i will get on a main motorway one day 🙂

Only today realised i was paid lol, simply forgot last few days...that just shows how diferent important things are for me now..don't need money( except for car repairs next week) but in general i'm still scared to have cash.. I will get there, pay my debts, save and so on...

Well, wafling here again, going, otherwise will fall asleep here at the table lol;-).

Here is for day 98! Upwards and onwards

All the best dear fighters

Sandra x

Morning diary,

Morning! 🙂

Morning S.A 🙂

And good morning diary hehe...yep, morning for me..., shower and back to work. Exciting day 🙂

No urges at all, very pleased for it, and hope it stays that way....nearly hundred days and i wouldn't want to ruin it..but most of all it is A DAY AT A TIME that counts for me:-)

A little sad news at work....i will not be able to get few days off for Christmas, which means my plan to see parents for this occasion gone out of the picture....my own fault, someone was quicker to book it off....

I will think about something, i will not give up. Might just go for that one day, as long as i can hug them.

That's it from me for today.

Looking forward, feeling good and fighting last night at work...2days off ahead whick keeps my spirits high:-)

Take care all, have a lovely Sunday

Day at a time

Sandra x

Hi Awesome Sandra,

I say that because there you are getting the short end at Christmas holiday and your choice was to turn it around and make the best of it. That's pretty awesome in my book. Thanks for all of your continued support. Here for you! Stay strong and I will too. -joanxxxxx