what what whaaaat?...
I wanna be the blonde one...whaaaaaaaaa! me me me ......lol....
Thinking Bosley Jon Bosley will have a lot of devils rather than angels...tee hee.
thanks for your post lovely..and yes I shall go easy the next few days ..in fine fettle tonight as feel optimistic and like there is some light there at the end of the tunnel...
Like you say with your dad you never know how grief can manifest ...it catches us unawares doesn't it...
This forum is keeping my sprits up ..not in an artificial way but as a pleasant healthy distraction when those thoughts sneak in...
Thanks again hun and still gonna be handbags at dawn for the Blonde one...Chris,Kelly and...... Sporty Spice ?
Shhhhh...Whats our assignment?
Witches eh?......well bubble bubble...BB!! mwha ha ha ha haaaaa
night night hun xxxx
prattshit, oh dear ,
Told him you reap what you sow ......
Do not forget to take a picture into the hairdressers of the new Angel hair cut you need, and start looking for that PVC all in one body suit in red.
Dusty xxxxxxx
Morning Blondie,
I hope that you are okay. I can really relate to your dilemma about whether or not to tell your boyfriend. I think that this choice is different for everybody. I havn't told my wife about my gambling this time around as I feel like I've let her down before and really don't want to hurt her again if I can sort it out without her knowing. She is also pregnant so again this is another reason in my own mind why now wouldn't be a good time for my latest revelation. I know that some would view this as the wrong option. I think what I am trying to say in a rambling way is that only you know how, where and when is the right time for you to be open and honest with your boyfriend.
I hope that you are having a good day. Enjoy your visit to the hairdressers.
Take care
Dave X
Morning,
Having a nose round the diaries and I must say they get more and more peculiar each day! I think my problem is I don't keep up with the fun so I feel a bit lost! Basically my knowledge is drawn from your most recent page of diary entries and I see witches and red PVC suits plus a mention of blondes! Can you imagine the problems that would cause? I think in the past witches have made the mistake of being too ugly but imagine the possibilities for a witch if she was blonde and in PVC? I think the Macbeth story might have been more in line with that 50 shades thing had that been the case!
Anyway, thanks for your post yesterday and to you I say I hope you have a great treat Tuesday!! Always a good idea to treat yourself if not Monday then Tuesday works just as well! It seems the last couple of weeks you have a slightly different outlook especially towards the beginning of the week! Remembering the good times from the weekend and then looking forward to the forthcoming one but not so much that you are wishing all the other days away!
As for the post regarding your bfriend and telling him well that's pretty much your own call and I think you are doing the right thing by mulling it over too! All I would say is don't mull it over forever, you will end up going into the psychological abyss whereby there doesn't seem to be a right answer! Personally I've still only told about 5 people and it's really for me on a need to know basis!
Finally well done on chalking up another couple of days since I last posted! It's funny really as I've found we go through spells where the days kinda rattle by without incident! GA is good in that respect because it constantly reminds us about complacency! I know you have half stopped counting the days but being a numbers guy I've kept track of your number 🙂
Have a great day!
Flagg
Yo,
For your eyes only !!
I can not play the part of the s**y one,
Imagine the only in *** in the village in his red PVC outfit,
Say no more .......
Dusty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
72 is that your number? Just thought I'd let you know as you asked earlier 🙂
Everywhere I look today PVC!
Flagg
Hi Blondie,
Hope all good with you hun?
Bet you looking forward to your time off work!
Not too much else to add today but wanted you to know I was thinking bout ya!
Sue xxxxx
Sooooooo Day 72 today (thanks flagg), and what a day its been had my 5th councilling appointment today some real heavy stuff today which feels quite raw at the moment but ive found that over the next few days i will start to process it in some way, No wonder my head was such a mess but the benefits i have felt have been really worth the pain.
Just got back from the hairdressers (wit woooooo ) and grabbed a chinese on my way home so it definatly is treat tuesday :0
Im begining to get a bit frustrated in work, I have a new boss who if im honest isnt up for the job I dont really suffer fools to well but hey im working on it... and he is starting to grate on me a little, we have a last minuete senior managment meeting tomorrow re an announcment about a big contract that we are bidding for and then an all employee meeting straight after which normally means, redundancies or massive changes, but im trying to put that off till tomorrow.
Some itty bitty gambling urges/thoughts but thats because of the pressure im under from today, but im "on it" so to speak and im aware and vigilant.
I had such a good giggle this morning at our relay stories with bosley and the angels, its nice to lighten the mood sometimes. Thank you 🙂
Blondie a little bit pensive, but loving the new hair cut 😉 xx
Hey Blondie new doo.....
just checking in a bit late tonight as nodded off watching telly...siesta time.
thinking you love your new hair and will have to create another character to add to the Angel line up.
glad you did tt (treat tues) as yes...the counselling can be heavy as you say...going back out into the big world after being in that "womb" can be a bit over stimulating and too much....best to bed in with your chinese meal.......any prawn toast left???
Work seems a moving canvass for a lot right now and I also feel a tad unsettled as I too have a newish boss who is making big internal changes....also cant worry too much but have a few contingencies on the boil right now as I don't want to have to move again if i can help it.
Its great to have a laugh on here ...but it made m realise that I was missing key bits of info as another postee who's in Jons club is someone whose diary I don't read....nothing personal..just always time ticking......if i had read it it would have made so much sense...lol x
big hugs to woody....came home tonight to a crossed leggie dotty as i was held up and she had been in from 9-7...doggy daycare tomorrow with her pals.
whoops.....forgot to sign off....night night hun xxxxx
Rach and Doo xxx
Hi Blondie, thank u 4 ur support on my diary 🙂
I'm glad u have treated urself 2day 🙂
Yeh, i'm looking 4 a new pair of shoes, my bf is well happy lol
Good 2 see u have been having a laugh here 🙂
Stay strong xxxx
Thanks blondie your post meant a lot. Not that it matters but the horse lost anyway. But even if it won I know I made the right choice. Gonna read a few diaries that I was keeping for later, just to keep my focus. I messed up on day 51 last time round, I won't do it again.
Thanks again.
Quick hug ,
Just in case you need it, hope you've put a hairnet over that new hair do.
The meeting, will be what it will be , try not to fret till your there, and you never know maybe my fairy dust worked and you have been nominated for a Nobel prize in quantum physics .
Sleep well .
Dusty xxxxxxx
Morning Blondie, just a quick line wishing you well and that you have a good stress free day. Take care, Steve
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