I am what I am

Take care murlo.. ?

My special love.. Boo ?

I will Boo. Thank you so

much  ??

Ps... I do believe morse in the books came from Lincolnshire x

Morning, it’s just a bit breezy outside ? 

I did manage to get to sleep nice and early last night. I literally just crashed to be honest. I wanted to be with my friend because she became unwell but the doctor told me it would be better for me to get some rest and come back fresh in the morning. It seems as though my friend slept well too, we both look and feel better for it. The doctors seem to have got on top of the fits my friend has been having fingers crossed, she hasn’t has one since last night ?

Have a good day all x

That's good murlo 

Boo ???

Dear Diary. Day 105 gamble free.

I have found today really tough so far. My mood has been low, I haven’t been able to sort out my thoughts. I am glad that I have this opportunity to see how I respond and pull myself together while my friend is still in hospital. One of the nurses spotted that I was a bit unsettled this morning and offered to go for a walk with me. We had a good chat about what was on my mind. She was so easy to talk to. So calm, no reaction or judgement, just a good listen and bit of reflection.

I am lucky. I have people looking out for my mental well-being. I get the feeling I am being man marked today. Every time I go to leave the ward, a member of staff offers to accompany me. That is a really lovely thing to do.

Joining chat at lunchtime helped, spending a bit of time with such wonderful and inspirational people makes all of the difference. I am just a big bag of emotions today so glad to be able to chat through type rather than voice.

My hubby is on his way and I am looking forward to seeing him.

Oh your fatigue is almost tangible today. 

You started this journey openly wanting to be yourself again and touch base with life and here you are having to deal with heartbreak.. 

Sounds like you are been cared for.. When hubby comes take a snooze.. re. Charge your emotions....

Maybe chat 8pm..

??? Boo 

Hi murlo,

many thanks for posting on my diary earlier, it is much appreciated.

Kram

x

Murlo... Reserve some time for you.. Hope you find that book  to read.. 

I have a book called confessions of a bookseller.. In diary form. Author shaun bythell.. So its a Pick up. And put down read anytime... 

If I think if anymore will let you know.. Also one love letters of great men ursula Doyle 

Night n bless boo 

???

I like the sounds of that one Boo, will take a look. Reading helps. Plenty to ponder and easier to do when I have rested my mind somewhere else for a bit. Bless you ?

I think I could get the world record for making mountains out of molehills. Honestly, what am I thinking? 

Posted by: Murlo

I think I could get the world record for making mountains out of molehills. Honestly, what am I thinking? 

What do you mean? You are going through a lot of stuff right now. I don't believe any of it is insignificant. Stop over-thinking it. 

You are right Drama,  I need to stop over thinking. I just seem to be really poor at problem solving right now. Once I get that sorted, all will be well again. Love you mate x

Wishing you a blissful sleep Murlo with dreams so beautiful that they warm the cockles of your heart and leave you feeling tranquil, rejuvenated and prepared for whatever challenges come your way.

I thought I would put to the test your analytical skills with the following question which you can have a think about over the coming weeks and months:

Write down three consecutive days without using Wednesday, Friday or Sunday.

Stephen x 

Thank you Stephen xx

The 1st March, 2nd March, 3rd March. Will that do?