Day 20!
Stressed from work today which is a usual starting point to gamble. But not today!! Go me xx
Day 21
High 5 Me!!
I am pleased that the weekend is here...work has been really stressful. No real thought of gambling, just some thoughts of guilt about spending money I haven't got and the pressure of the secret of it all! But I know that is the cross I have to bear for what I have done.
I hope everyone is having a gamble free day xx
Day 24
Go me!
Well I am back! I am so sad that I am have completely failed!
I am currently 6K in debt and I can’t tell anyone
Day 219!
Throught I should check in as it is a new year tomorrow!
I still haven’t told anyone but my situation isn’t any worse - I took out a loan (that is also a secret) I signed up to the thing so that I can no longer log on to any gambling sites.
This year has been really difficult- work has been horrible, one of my work colleagues passed away after a short illness - and I think on reflection that was the catalyst for me to start gambling again...I couldn’t cope with the pressure or upset - I realise now that my gambling is triggered by situations that I can not sort out. There was several points when I seriously throught about taking my own life
2019 is going to be a good year for me!!
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