I guess this is day 1 of my diary. I feel like an idiot, I’m in my overdraft of £500 & it’s going to take me a whole month of no spending to just get out of it.. living alone with a two year old so that’s obviously not going to work out too great. My boyfriend isn’t supportive even though I’ve been completely honest with him. He just thinks I’m stupid too which makes me feel worse.. I fully feel that I am out of control when I gamble. Let’s hope I stick to this and start getting back to normal!
Hello and welcome to the forum.
It’s sad to hear that your boyfriend isn’t very supportive. Though I guess those who don’t gamble or have a gambling problem will find it hard to understand just how much this addiction can grip you.
It’s not like we self destruct on purpose.
It’s time to make this your safe/happy place. You’re in this with a whole load of other people who are in the same boat as you. Me included.
What ways have you been gambling? Shop, online etc?...
Well done for coming here and understanding you have an addiction. I know it’ll be a hard month of no spending but think about how you’ll feel after a year or so and all that extra money you have and how much you can treat your child and give it the best future. Stay strong we’re here for you!
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