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IdioticM
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4 Days GF

It's pay day, I should be happy its here but I'll literally see nothing of it after bills. It's going to be a slow month and it's my own fault.

Positive note though, it's cup final day tomorrow and hopefully the red devils can lift that trophy as we're not good enough to win anything else.

 
Posted : 18th May 2018 8:28 am
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Keep going. Your doing well. Relapses are there to make you stronger and to remember that horrible feeling of when you’ve decided to put that bet on and ruin the hard work.

Im currently on day 3 and I’m feeling fairly positive. Only problem I will have is a day at royal ascot in June.

These forums make it easier as you see your not the only one who’s decided to make a positive change in life. Good luck with the weekend.

 
Posted : 18th May 2018 9:15 am
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Keep going. Your doing well. Relapses are there to make you stronger and to remember that horrible feeling of when you’ve decided to put that bet on and ruin the hard work.

Im currently on day 3 and I’m feeling fairly positive. Only problem I will have is a day at royal ascot in June.

These forums make it easier as you see your not the only one who’s decided to make a positive change in life. Good luck with the weekend.

 
Posted : 18th May 2018 11:39 am
IdioticM
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5 Days GF

Cup final day, come on United! Not one bet will be placed today, I'm just going to watch the game for the game. Apparently there's some sort of wedding going on as well.

Here's to another day GF

 
Posted : 19th May 2018 10:31 am
IdioticM
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6 Days GF

What a terrible cup final.

A successful gamble free day yesterday, Saturday is normally my main gambling day.

I'm not going to gamble today, a week free is coming up

 
Posted : 20th May 2018 5:30 pm
IdioticM
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7 Days GF

Stress of money is really licking in today. Had to pay household bills and now leaves me with nothing.

Feel like c**P and I know it's my fault.

 
Posted : 21st May 2018 10:12 am
IdioticM
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8 Days GF

Signing in on another GF day. I've not been tempted to gamble at all, but that would be down to the mess I've made rather than the addiction.

 
Posted : 22nd May 2018 9:57 am
IdioticM
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9 Days GF

Not much to say really today. Just keeping my head down and keeping on going.

 
Posted : 23rd May 2018 8:06 am
IdioticM
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10 Days GF

A small milestone reached, but I still have a long way to go.

 
Posted : 24th May 2018 8:49 am
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Good work on the 10 days mate, keep up the good work and that number will only grow. Boom!

: ) Jam

 
Posted : 24th May 2018 9:38 am
IdioticM
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11 Days GF

Another weekend approaches meaning another test to overcome. This will be a gamble free weekend.

 
Posted : 25th May 2018 2:27 pm
IdioticM
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15 Days GF

Days are creeping up now. I stayed away from the site I've the weekend, sometimes by coming on here puts a niggle of gambling in my head. So instead I went away for the weekend to visit friends and had a break.

 
Posted : 29th May 2018 7:59 am
IdioticM
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18 Days GF

A new month starts and I'm 18 days gamble free. Not really much too report, I'm just getting my head down and keeping the days ticking by. I still have thoughts about putting a bet on, but I have blocks in place that prevent me.

 
Posted : 1st June 2018 9:09 am
IdioticM
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20 Days GF

Another step closer to a month, no urges so far this weekend either.

 
Posted : 3rd June 2018 10:17 am
IdioticM
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21 Days GF

3 weeks of no gambling, the only plus in my life at the moment. I feel like I'm losing control on all other aspects and feeling quite low today.

 
Posted : 4th June 2018 8:36 am
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