No looking back

Ah Stace, so sorry to hear that your son is poorly now.  Stay strong and resist those urges. You're doing so well. 

J

Thanyou jess. 

I will resist, can't ruin my hard work now but my gosh , lifes testing me lately ????

Day 73 gf, think I could do with a chat with an advisor, something I've not needed to do for a long time ? but not sure i can carry on without a chat,  I'm hurting 

Cant do this..struggling to reach out, feel terrible 

Day 74, actually don't know how I'm still managing it under all the stress I'm going through

Might he worth ringing the advisors for a chat if you can Stace. 

Take care.

J x

I did, thanks 

Head spinning tonight with dark thoughts. Urges too. Just can't stop crying 

Hi Stace,

Please use NHS support.  I hope you feel better soon.

Take care,

Adam.

Thankyou adam. I did reach out for support.

I've decided to take a short break from here whilst I deal with things going on in my life, especially my mental health. I need to get back on track with that before anything else, for myself and my families sake. 

I can't support others or expect support when I'm not in the right mindset. 

I'm sure I won't gamble. Come too far to mess that up now. 

I will post when I'm in a better place, or I might keep writing here but not join chatroom , will see how it goes.

All the best to everyone fighting this battle....ur strong... you've got this ?

Thankyou to the advisors who have supported me the past few days, and thanks to peers to for support.

All the best,  take care. 

I was wrong , I need gamcare, I need the support.  Urges through the roof right now ?

79 days gf. Didnt give in to urges

80 days gf today 

Il be back when myself (mentally) and my children (physically) are better. Thankyou gamcare for everything. Peers stay strong.  Stace 

Bye & all the best. Maybe another shot with mh can help. Hope lil one gets better soon.

See ya when we see ya