Starting again.

Well hi there!

Back at uni today and already I am tired and excited!....First lesson clinical nutrition( 3rd year)...Very basic...Major pangs seeing as I am like 4-5k heavier!....But I just want to study and get a really good degree( 2-1)....That is my dream...not f*****g about in some grotty bookies!

I am determined to be succesful....Thats what I said way back on my first post....So, I am going to stick to my word!

Love & peace

Fast li£e

Hi fast life....I never knew you were at uni. You are usually pretty guarded about your life. Go and get a 2.1, these days you need it. Life is pretty hard for graduates....so few places for so many graduates. You seem pretty focused and determined. I'm sure you will do well. Top work fast life.

Fast life my man,

How goes it?

Loving the 3rd year at Uni starting or should I say Mr Fast Life lol

Hopefully speak soon.

Smokes

Always an avid reader of your enjoyable diary and postings........... you've sure got some balls and got success written all over you with you're determination..... Roll on to you're graduation and if poss how about aa appointment???

Upwards

Hi,

Thanx smokey! & Pauls!....Gr8t to hear from you guys.....I am really pleased that the support I receive is satisfactory + its a tremendous help!...I had a good day today despite the weather.....Well some things P*** me off, so, 100% day is never gonna happen (glitch)....But I dont wanna moan so all in all it was a good day 🙂 :).

Hope it was good for you 2!

Fast li£e

Morning Mr Fast Life,

Get yourself on chat soon I wanna catch up, good to see you are doing well.

Remember things winding you up got you into this mess, so just step back, deep breath and move on :o)

Have a good weekend

Your friend Smokey :o)

Hi Fastlife, how are you fella. Probably too busy working away at uni and living life in the fast lane to speak to all us middle aged folk on here. I hope all is well chap and that you are staying out of trouble. Russ

Yes as russ says...its been a while hope your well mate.

Hi!

tnx for post, Russ & sorry guys but I have been selfish neglecting my inner problems and not really thinking much about getting or giving support.....However, I do have a little story to tell if it is worth anything at all I don't know?....Anyway, about 3 days ago I had an arguement with the missus...silly...But I came back from the gym and I saw a game box called "FRUSTRATION"....just sitting on the side right in front of the telly...hmmm it made me think if my kids always fight each other mebbe it could be something to do with the word on the box so, I asked my missus to remove it...and she said no and got all silly ....well I lost it and smashed it to pieces ripped the box up and stormed out!!...Then I decided to go buy a new 1....ohh and whilst I bought the new 1.. I also,decided to by a new TV for my bedroom.....I shoved the old 1 outside with controller for sm1 to take...and they did!!!

Anyway.....This is the interesting bit....we made up bla bla...three days later i decided to switch on my new TV...guess what?...It didnt work...arghgh...So, I decided in the night (last night) I will take it back....However, I lost the receipt....nooooooo!! f***!....nightmare...last night felt like I gambled...I never though? what...I dont get it...I felt robbed, stressed...today I felt really weak...and what with UNI work piling up as well....

The good news is I paid by card and that was a suitable enough receipt so all is not lost..but for a moment it felt like ....I ACTUALLY GOT A GAMBLERS KICK....out of buying a TV.....UP...then down...then recovered losses?...

Fast li£e.

Hi fast life, it's good to hear all is well. I always had you as the laid back, calm type of character! I know what you mean about the tv example. I did the same the other day. I bought an item, then realised I didn't need it...then couldn't take it back (threw away the receipt etc), then found out that I could actually use it! A real roller coaster. It's like if you lose your wallet....when you find it again, it feels like it is worth double than before you lost it! Anyway, I'm not even sure I know what I'm talking about anymore. Keep up with your studies and the family, it can't be easy! Russ

tnx Russ...I like to be calm most of the time...but lately everything has just piled up...On a better note, today I started work!! However, it is voluntary...But its all good...I mirror fitness consultants in my local gym...woo..hoo..not the most glamorous job....I will reach my goals...SO CAN you.....a knock back in life is really a knock forward..if you know what I mean?

Take care guys!

Fast.

hey fast life

its been a while. great news about the job. at least your out and about doing something good, you can be proud of yourself.

the best part of getting a knock back in life is knowing that you can fight it and move forward. sometimes it takes a few steps backwards to make bigger ones forwards.

keep making the forward steps no matter how hard they are. you can do it

Keeping busy and doing things is a really good way to stay gamble free!

Have a great gamble-free weekend.

Getting There

I have been screwed up for years from gambling...I reckon I would look ten years younger If I never gambled....Free yourself! like I have done for the past 8mnths....Although it wont be easy.

I wish you all well.

Fast li£e

hello Fast life, another 10 years gamble free, bit of botox = all square..... Good luck