Starting again.

Hi mate,

So pleased to hear that you had a great evening with your other half - it just goes to show that there really is life after gambling.

How about changing your name? Do you really need the word 'fast'? We were all living life in the fast lane in the past when we were throwing money away but that has now all changed. Just my thoughts...

Keep up with the great work that you are doing and stay very positive, your future is really looking much brighter!

GT

Getting there tnx...

have we met in real life? lol...because its like you read my mind because I actually changed my real name today...Wow, that really is a coincidence...Or is it? hmmmm lol...

peace.

*easy*

Ha! Ha!

I think that we CGs know each other so well now that reading minds is starting to become second nature!

Peace...!

Now that you have changed from FAST to *easy*, you seem to be Getting There too!

GT

Hi diary!! (tnx getting there)..

Well today for me was like a new journey...I spoke about stuff what has been on my mind and it has been really a nice experience....Basically you know when you like someone and you just bottle it up...well I think its unhealthy..So, I am just going to say how I feel from now on ..No more shy c**P for me... Lifes to short for that....I want things to freeze just the way it is...Unfortunately it isnt going to just freeze like that...Life goes on...Ohh that isnt very positive... So, Im going to say it in a more sublte way... Life gets better as it goes along.....yeahh thats niice!

Peace & love.

One thing I have been thinking about...... its kind of strange when just as you jump to a conclusion and usually it is the wrong choice... because if you wait something else crops up which is just as equal to it...Such as, earlier on the other day I made a choice which was a bad one and I thought I was missing out on something.....Then out of the blue that very same thing that I was beating up myself about arrived to me like a gift (too late because I couldnt reverse what I had already done).... although it was slightly of a different form and nature... So, I remember from a earlier post that someone mentioned stay away from gambling and life will surely sort it self out and all fall in place.....I think that is true! I just wish I had realised ealrier!!

*easy life*

Someone? Someone? That was me who said that lol

loving you posting again fast/easy, your posts always get me thinking.

Speak soon, Smokes

Ohh yh, sorry guys it was smokey who said that *edit*....

Anyway, always give a giver and never give up, giving up...... as for takers give them too... but even better try to avoid this kind of situation....If you stay away from gambling you cant give a taker for sure!!.....

Easy £

FOBT's = Fools Only Bet on These....

Anyway today was an absolute wonderful day..Besides my partners jealous tendency...(lol)..All in all the sun was shining (sunny slough hee hee) and the misery is absent. By the way today is a day I want to remember and enjoy... just like everyday in my life from now on! It is a miserable world if you make it one...that reminds me of a song..lol..." By the rivers of babylon... where we sat down" ...I like it....because I aint going through anything xcept life and hey if yu have your health thats all that matters.....The world consists of the sun, moon, stars and planets....now that really is special!!! Try to think about that for a change it might relax you.....Trees are made out off wood strange that innit??? so natural.....bliss.... what arethings coming to? all this technology is killing us as well as the planet.. (my daughter said to me today everytime you send a text a poor bee dies? because it makes them get lost ..it interferes with thier sense of direction) its a ruin nation...And guys lets all face this...It isnt our faults....so boo yakka shaa...get wasted over christmas and enjoy your mince pies...

Hi Fast,

Thanks for the birthday wishes mate. I am no longer sending texts as I don't wish to have murderer added to my list of crimes lol

Hold the whisky, verve clique for me and my friend 🙂

Smokes out!

Wow M8

Another new name.Im guessing this is how you are feeling at the moment in life.Im not supprised kid you have put a lot of hard work in and deserve an easier life lol.All the best m8 Jeff.

Hi Fast/Easy hehe

Thanks for the post in my diary mate you have read me well and you're right we will ride this rollercoaster! Things can only get easier while we are gamble free day by day. New year ahead with new goals!

Jules x

Hey **easy**

Peace, man!

Sounds like you are living up to your new name, well done!

GT

Hi GT!!!

I guess you are right!

I havnt been myself lately but these past few days have seen a massive turnaround thanks to my re-posting. I was down trodden. Conversely...A new hope.. a new day!!! Woo hoo.

Guys I dont want to make you jealous, after all this isnt a seedy site like facebook. But my missus today made me the most gorgeous dinner...lots of brussel sprouts and carrots I love it!...The way to a mans heart is through his stomache lol.....I was supposed to go to UNI today but hey I haven't had 1 day off in 4 years because I am a model student (prefer just being a model) and cozz Slough got hit by snow I decided to relax in bed...no training nuffin>>>Although I am half way through a case study on a person with End-stage renal disease (kidney)

Hi GT!!!

I guess you are right!

I havnt been myself lately but these past few days have seen a massive turnaround thanks to my re-posting. I was down trodden. Conversely...A new hope.. a new day!!! Woo hoo.

Guys I dont want to make you jealous, after all this isnt a seedy site like facebook. But my missus today made me the most gorgeous dinner...lots of brussel sprouts and carrots I love it!...The way to a mans heart is through his stomache lol.....I was supposed to go to UNI today but hey I haven't had 1 day off in 4 years because I am a model student (prefer just being a model) and cozz Slough got hit by snow I decided to relax in bed...no training nuffin>>>Although I am half way through a case study on a person with End-stage renal disease (kidney)...and that is really interesting...Although very, very devastating...Guys! count yourself lucky you have your health....

I really get bored these days and I worry about my future and I believe that we are all going through these motions and I am not alone.....That is our problem!!! Life...We aint very good at handling it I hope you are reading and taking this in....To much fear in our lives...is what is causing misery...Yet we live in a time when we are safer than we have ever been throughout history.....But all we do is worry and shut ourselves away from the world for fear that something might happen....Or we gamble because we think that money will make us something that we are not!!!! Well I have news for you...The thing we are trying to get (money) doesnt mean diddly sqaut...Because you would be the richest man/woman on the planet if you came up with a plan that could make you avoid disease....

Be strong EASY *LIFE* Dervynne.