Starting again.

Thank you very much stumper...wise words (I am going to try it, as I have nothing to lose) are always respected on my diary!

Early this morning I was awake....Thinking!...Well my last post didnt make much sense and it was filled with anger, for I fear goings on behind my back to which I am paranoid (it really had nothing to do with me)...I feel left out of things I suppose...Dont you think it is frustrating at times becaues we only remember part of what happened...Say for instance, a long gamble hundreds of spins later and all is previously forgotten or at least difficult to remember......lets say on spin 50 you could be in a terrible mood from losses then spin 58 you have forgotten about spin 50 because you are up, and the pattern continues....Does this make sense....Surely, surely, surely!!...This is a remedy for ANXIETY??? Gambling has to be banned....Because this "pattern" cannot be hard to prove......I have been left a nervous wreck at times.....One more thing, take care and have a good day...

Thanks for the post on my diary mate.

I agree with you that gambling should be banned--both for the anxiety it causes and the rest of the c**P that goes with it.

Unfortunately complete banning is something that neither of us can introduce in its widest sense. Thank goodness that both of us and many on here have seen the sense to ban it ourselves. We can control our gambling by making sure that we ban it from our own lives but we cannot ban others only influence them to have the same way of thinking.

I CANNOT WIN BECAUSE I CANNOT STOP

I reminded myself of the phrase that pays by looking at the 1st page of your diary.

Take care--all the best

Stumper

That saying you just mentioned brought about a wide smile across my face!!

All the best!

I CANNOT WIN BECAUSE I CANNOT STOP.

Hi diary...

Today is a new day and I am happy despite the headache and everything else that is going on in my life...I swear people take advantage of everything I try to acheive...I dont care because I know in my heart that I am a good person, unfortunately I have my demons like we all have...Well from the begining to the end, I have to deal with them evryday......Haha ..Life sure is a task...You can struggle or you can take it as it comes...

My choice as well as yours...

The way things unfold I believe are for a reason...And life would be boring if you never acted the way you did when it happenend....Now is the time to put everything right.....(depending on what you and I think is right)

I sound like a fortune teller....Well maybe I am...Who knows?

Easy Li£E

Life can be a struggle mate but ultimately we have to take it as it comes anyway.

If things were always easy it would be quite boring. I get to see many people who worry over such trivial matters because they lead such mundane lives. At least we are a bit more up and down--like a pros drawers!!!

If you are a fortune teller, have you got crystal balls? at least if you have you will be able to tell whetheryou are coming or going!!

I see you think that you are a good person and I think similar about myself as well as also thinking that about most of the good people on this site. I think most of them would also be similar to me in that I know I am a much better person for not having gambling controlling my life--how about you?

All the best

Stumper

Yes, I agree with you.. we sure are better people from within now that gambling doesnt strangle the life out of us.....Although sometimes the very thought of it torments our souls, which is very unfortunate....Hey, I guess gamblers are all a bit supersticious in the sense that we believe we will win.....As for the pros knickers and the crystal balls Im not so sure?....I think my missus has got balls sometimes though..haha...Not a sexist joke... I mean it!

Easy li£e

Your lucky cos my wife has hair right down her back--none on her head though!!

Thanks for the post on my diary--the only thing when we want to change is to never give up on giving up. I have tried and failed many times but this time I think is the one for me as I do not want that life anymore--I want a good life one that is gamble free that I can have aims and goals that I can reach and enjoy--before it is too late.

Keep moving forward, even 3 forward and 2 back means that you are moving in the right direction. Faith in oneself is hard to find and easy to lose but at the moment mate I have faith in the two of us--an easy life awaits.

Cheers

Stumper

Tnx Stumper...True what you say...Faith is what we need and indeed we can support eachother through the bad times.

Hey diary, today has turned into a high note for me!! I feel refreshed..The sun touched my skin earlier & has given me the energy I need to succeed..I do believe!!.....It is all swings and roundabouts.....Just know when to get off, or else it makes you dizzy 😛

Basically I have learnt to be put off..or even out of any form of competition...Because, I think that it makes me an angry person, feeling like a loser.....So, just laugh at all the silly people competing against eachother in a "rat race"...... We are all living and breathing...The day you, or I, miss out on anything is the day we stop breathing... Relax & forget about petty gambling, (or if you are like me and have not gambled in a year? Don't worry) You will see who comes out on top...just be patient....

Easy li£e

Hi diary...

Relaxing tonight... as of all day....

Easy li£e

For what it is worth...Im living and breathing..So, I guess it must be good...lol

Easy Li£e

Feel very ill today...Headache, bones hurting, itchy sore throat!

YUk!

Loads of bugs around at the minute--hope you feel better soon. At least you are not just feeling sick from gambling like I used to all the time!!

All the best

Stumper

Lol tnx Stumper mate!

Hiya Easy,

Sorry to hear your feeling poorly.....get well soon.

Del x

Hi Diary!!!

Tnx Delgir!l 4 post hope you ok too?

I am happy today!!!

Although I am still recovering from being slightly Ill ....

Guess what.....YEaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!

1 year & 1 day......NO GAMBLING!!! I made it!! Tnx 2 you me and Gamcare.....Tnx IM sooo happy!!! Party! 😛 a r t y......XXXX

Lol OK no party...Just glee...

Anyway, I gotta get back to the studies so hopefully if any of you are thinking of having a beer.....Have one for me please.....As I am cutting back on the shandy...lol....Take care my friends...

P.s

What has happened to chat lately?

Easy li£e