yes Shaun! you are very right in what you say.... I just hope you can completely abstain from gambling now and in the future?...
Well I am going through a hard time at the moment therefore gambling is never far away from me....However, money matters are not my problem at all...In fact I probably have more money than I have ever had in my entire life.....
I am looking for happiness...And I have looked everywhere....haha...Funny thing is I actually realised happiness is an internal feeling that needs to be kept close to oneself, or maybe not?... keep smiling and share it with the right people!!....
...I cant believe this s**t I have never felt like this in my life except only once before.....I dont like gambling its s**t....But instead I found out other things in the last gamble free year (well its the first for me really) about myself that I never knew.... I have to accept what I have got and move on! (in fact I have quite a few things i.e a family)
I remember b4 when I used to gamble and lose.. I never felt like exercise training because it really knocked me out of sync! Nowadays, this doesnt happen I can train without the distraction of heavy losses, and fix my emotional feelings and it feels great...The downside is I am always tired and ....I'm fed up sometimes!...
...I guess that I have to realise that there are plenty of opportunity's in my life...So get on with it!
Easy li£e
Hi diary...
Today the sun came out...How nice is that 🙂 Anyway, I hope everyone is recovering well?...Today I visited the arcades for a sunbed. The assistant said the place was empty up until that time...I repliedthe sun has come out and people are excited...I hope you have enjoyed a gamble free day!
Eas li£e
Hi diary,
I think that I am putting gambling and other problems behind me now, which is allowing me to move on with my life! Great!
I have been acting silly for nothing and everything is falling into place now....
I need to get through my final days at University and move on with my life...It will all work out for me in the end...I dont know what was stopping me from being happy?...
Anyway, guys!
Enjoy your day.
Easy li£e
Had a great day today at UNI....Everything is good!
Easy li£e
Hi diary today I just want to say...1 thing....
Peace
Easy life
keep fighting and whatever gets in your life don't run to gambling, iv'e been there, done ,it and guess what GOT BURNED!
Well done.
Shaun
hi easy life just wanted to say i am on my second day today with no betting and it was your diary that i read that persuaded me to do this so just wanna say thanx!
Tnx Shuan & Davina....
I am really taken aback from those special little notes that you send me and it gives me total motivation and an excuse to continue with my recovery...
A special thanks to people who read my diary...I am so proud that I can help anyone in their own recovery...That is special & hey if I never lost that money, I wouldnt be inspiring you...So, the losses for me were certainly worth it in the long run....I am looking at it from every angle...and if I can stop 100 people from even spending a pound for two weeks on gambling then it all adds up to postive gains for me and every other person in recovery!!!
Thank you!
easy li£e
Hi diary,
I'm having a nice restful day today....Well deserved!
easy li£e
Hi diary...
Some people like to think that they are doing a lot...Well, I am being honest I never do enough...Even if I work my hardest...Because we all could do a little more...
Take care.
Easy li£e
BBC London News want my story....However, it isn't about gambling! Haha...I'm gonna be famous!...
Exciting...
Hi diary ...Today I had a bundle of cash and it went into a machine...A cash machine!!! at Llloyds of course 😛
Easy li£e
Hiya Easy,
Glad to hear all is good with you and that your getting through life with your great sense of humour 🙂
Del xo
Tnx Delgirl...
I'm back....I have been up to the hospital cozz my son broke his wrist and it cost him 2 ops... 🙁
Anyhow...I am good just under pressure from dissertation....On a good note, I have received an interview letter for my (msc) Brunel.... So, the good always comes with the bad or vice versa....It wouldnt be right if everything was good would it?
Easy li£e
Hi diary...
Just thought I would pop in 2 say im still with the living...And I have not gambled!!
🙂
Sweet as.
Easy li£e
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