Hiya Easy 🙂
Just thought I'd pop in to say hello and hope your feeling okay.
Del xo
Hi, yes not too bad..Could be worse ...However, havnt been going through good times...No gambling though so that is a bonus...
Getting my head together...Finances as well...Recovery is well under way...
Easy li£e
Hi, just want to say that the problem is there is no problem...
Easy li£e
Happy christmas Easy
Merry Christmas Easy 🙂
Love Del x
Recovery... Has hit me in the face...I gambled 🙁 but i am not sure if I lost or won....I believe I just learned a lesson... that money has value..and I need to appreciate it...in all honesty....NO MORE GAMBLING!!
Merry christmas!!
I gambled again today...my nephew gave me a betting slip that he won on and I went to collect...which gave me an urge to play... I cannot win because I cannot stop ...I CANNOT WIN BECAUSE I CANNOT STOP!! I really don't want to gamble.. Winnin is losing and losin is losin...
Easy li£e.
back to basics easy life.
Dont beat yourself up,youve gone a fair bit bet free before.
What i would say is self exclude from that place your nephew won at. And more.
Funny enough i bought my da some vouchers the other day and it looks easier to exclude now than ever was,leaflets clear for the eye to see, which can only be a good sign.
Why not join getting theres pledge for 2012,its gathering pace and gives you that extra incentive.
I know for a fact by joining it i wouldn't want to be the 1st to fall.
Whatever you decide,its not the end of the world,your still full of life so dont let it get to you,dust yourself down and get back peddling on that bike.
Youve proved you can do it,nobody said it was easy,get them witty posts running again.
Good luck.
W.P
Keep passport sized photos in your wallet all the time and self-exclude yourself every time you see a new bookies that you have never been into.
Perhaps it's your mind's way of saying "just one more bet" before a new year kicks in.
Then you can really start hitting this silly gambling lark in the head!
All the best.
GT
Thanks guys!!
Happy new year......
I am going to make this year work for me...
I have been through too much last year and just hope i can put it behind me...Ok I gambled here and there..In fact I lost on a fruitmachine last night...I was feeling lonely and down, because of various reasons...However, I just want to post everyday now and start to be positive about my life....
Easy li£e
I will beat it....new year new quest for freedom
Easy li£e
I dont know how to say this...But I seriously need help!!
on the 29th I placed around 1500 in the fobts..However, I did win 2k back...So, I thought I could control it...I had big arguement on ny eve..Went into pub and lost 100 on a fruity....OK...thats not all I had a fight outside pub and partner also called police to me for takin my laptop after arguement?... Anyway, I kind of blamed her for me losing on fruity?? I kno it wrong..But I asked her for 100...for the reason that, the blasted bookies havnt even paid me 1500 of the 2k yet.... Anyway, I lost around 1500 today and was in tears because i have had enough...My overdraft is gone and I have bills....I have a job that isnt even givin me the 40 hours i need...I even came home and put my last hundred in ONLINEcasino...I cant believe what has driven me to this low point again....THE MONEY IS GONE....IT ISNT MINE ANYMORE...I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT...SORRY I HAVE LET MYSELF DOWN AGAIN...I MUSNT GAMBLE... I took out a hundred quid loan to cover my car insurance that is due tommorow....My bank are arsoles they messed me around all over christmas...my credit score is stuffed because i shopped around for a loan without knowin i was damaging my score...So, i let an approval of a huge sum slip through my fingers... The worst thing is I cant see anything ahead of me at the moment.....
I am asking myself how and why did I get back to this position....
It could be worse...I could be in prison or dying I suppose...?
This is my first day of recovery!! I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY FUTURE NOW!!
Li£e
Work hasnt even rung me today...Ok today is fresh start...
I will put the losses out of my mind..Today will be better than yesterday..
Easy li£e
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