Starting again.

Look forward to hearing from you soon as well...

Hope life is good with you.

GT

Well,

I am due back from Thailand tonight...It is a 30 hr trip with a stop over in Oman... What a amazing time I have had...It was great...Bar the expenses....It was what I needed some sun....Food lovely... Everything good...Managed to control all urges...

Will report soon ...

Back to reality....

Easy สรด

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Im back....Urge to gamble is immense..However, I am sure it will amount to a life of more debt and misery...Lets hope for a brighter future....OH BY THE WAY...thanks for the recent posts guys!!

Easy li£e.

P.s I have a tan...nah, nah nah, nah nah!! haha

Hiya Easy..

Welcome back! I hope your keeping safe...back to real life eh..but..you can make it good! Keep strong.

Del xox

Ps jealous of the tan 😉

I just wish someone had been there for me... I try my best... I been going through bad times with the mother of my kids...

Thanks for the support DEL...

I checked this site earlier..if only you had replied sooner..maybe just maybe i would of had the courage to not gamble....

And no one answered..

I have had the worst day today..because I gambled my last bit of my overdraught...

Im screwed..

I dont want to live no more...

Wow Easy.., plenty here for you and we all try our best......,

Completely shi,te Easy but part of the epic journey we're walking together......

Good men don't get screwed.....

exmug

Well i can honestly say that gambling ruins everything... I received a dumb email...saying I had some free spins...Guess what I ended up putting way over a grand in... The thing is I shoudnt beat myself up too much?...Besides from playing all day today...I played everything you could think of... At one point I thought I would cover my debt....?? Anyway, I have not so, this was meant to be....Looks like the end of the rosy road for me....

One more thing, these casinos do not even let you withdraw..it said fast payments..as in in going..not outward bound...i did actually re gain 500 quid..but guess wht i couldnt wait for the transfer so it all ended up in the virtual casino

i think today is holiday bkues combined with many other issues...I amactually going crazy...

I lost confidence....i just hate everything at the moment...no energy

I am about to lose my girlfriend now...i cant sleep...i have done the most stupid thing...

Supermarkets and electrical stores have two aims in life:

* Make profit

* Let you buy things that you will enjoy

Those online gambling companies have only one aim in life:

* Make a profit full stop

They really are EVIL!

So, so sorry to hear of your blip and you must be feeling rubbish now. You may not feel like it but time is a great healer so dust yourself off and start again.

You have managed a long run before and you will again. Just remember what life was like when you did not gamble and strive to gain those days again.

Stay very strong and very positive and get those blocks in now.

All the best,

GT

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Hey, hope you are OK.

Keep us updated, eh?

GT

Yes thanks guys...

I never knew that net line is always there..it is a relief...

Well I actually went a bit crazy recently...I suppose gambling is a madness...I have sought help from my GP...However, it was an out of hours service...I actually thought about ending my life...thats how bad I felt..Because I have slipped into debt and old ways..., I just realised today that I have a future and a life..I should stop worrying about money..Haaa its only paper..When I had it was I really happy...No? I was selfish and never even knew how to manage it...I was even more compulsive...I wanted everything..Haha.. it makes sense now..I dont want to work for it but I want luxuries...sounds like those old gambling ways to me..I just spent, spent an spent till it all went ...It left me feeling bad...Sqaunderer...Anyway cant dwell on it..at least I spent most of it on eating and drinking and air fare...All good...

So, I just wanted to say...Before my Uncle (51) passed away about 4 years ago...He had lung cancer by the way...He was in hospital and he told my mother to put him in the chair and take him outside...So, she did and he breathed in an almighty gasp of air, He repeated this 4 times...Then he said thats it take me back inside...He died that night...The moral of the story is we all worry about nothing....It is fresh air into your lungs that is precious...(the problem is; there is no problem, until you make it).

Easy li£e

Hiya Easy,

I was relieved to see your post yesterday, and glad that you sought help 🙂

I'll be honest I got worried when I read your posts that I went onto netline...just to see if the staff could do something. There is always support here for ya. Rooting for you.

I hope you are feeling a bit better today..

Take care.

Del xoxo

Hi mate,

"I just realised today that I have a future and a life."

This says it all really. Everyone on here has a future and a life.

You're right about money being only paper really but being able to live comfortably without worrying about whether we have enough money is equally important.

By not gambling, we WILL all have a much better future and a much better life.

It sounds as if this may be your lowest point and there is only one way to go from here.

And that's UP!

Like Delgirl said, we are all rooting for you.

You take care of yourself, eh?

GT