Starting again

Day 52

Keeping busy and gf

Great 5 see you on day 52 and staying strong. To deal with urges I ask myself 'will depositing make things better?' Don't mean to sound patronising but I know how you feel take care S x

Day 55

Thank you. You are exactly right. Need to put my sensible hat on when I get an urge and remind myself half my problems are due to gambling

You're really cracking it on day 55, do it for yourself because you're worth it! S x

Day 56

Not sure what has come over time today. Really tempted!

Day 57

So proud I resisted last night although had to get a payday/short term loan today to just pay council tax in time. Feels like I can’t get out the circle of debt

Day 66

Still gf. Urges have been less lately which Is good. Still financially emotionally and generally stressed though

Day 72

Not had many urges lately which is good. Not to say that I am safe

Day 76

Feeling good but that’s when you have to be careful. OH still gambling and sometimes when I see him I’m missing it but I know it’s no good for me financially emotionally personally

Glad you're still going strong, I really admire your strength and commitment. Knowing and acknowledging the damage of that first '£20 want hurt' thought is key isn't it? Enjoy the GF road, take care Sx

Day 77

Thank you. I’m trying to be strong. It really isn’t worth it. And £10 is never £10 it spirals so quickly

Day 78

Staying strong.

Over 80 days now, go for it! Haven't checked in all week as have been working flat out! Take care Sx

Day 85

I know the feeling but keeping busy is good. It doesn’t help the captcha every time especially on mobile bit off putting

Still gf but had a few fleeting urges

Hey,

Picked the odd page number and here you popped up. 

Hope you're doing well! Over two years gfree hoping ?

Update us some time if you're still around and reading.

And most importantly - stay safe and well. some strange times recently.

Best wishes

S xx