sorry bear, your completely wrong, one day you might find out ! i hope your not in the position to, like i have been, dark place
I've never counted on any friends only for shoulder to cry on or need to talk I also know which ones would help me out but wouldn't want to abuse it or ask its just me 🙂
The bear
Your a lucky man, long may it continue in your charmed life. Dark Place x
Not charmed, chosen 🙂 x
Day 69 back at work making sure food on the table and Nappys and love for my baby boy the focus on him now not me or gambling have good day all x
The bear x
Thanks for your kind words my friend. Battle I will. Day 4 tomorrow bring it on 😉
Scottyboy still bet free
Day 70 arrives have realised how I use to rely on drink excitement of some sort to escape the void of gambling but slowly and surely am reaching the point of just enjoying life my son has helped this happen I know but am realising drink is a numbing drug as well its easy to replace one addiction with another,quite happy how I'm seeing things a lot more clearly,have a good day everyone x
The bear x
well done on the honesty the bear
keep going
thinking of you triangle
Well done bear and congrates on the Son mate. I hope all is going well and enjoying parenthood! You should keep this diary and show your son one day mate. He would be proud.
Onwards and upwards fella
Hanz
Thanks hanz and triangle only positive thoughts at the moment which is great 71 days ago I placed my last bet remember it well had £400 in cash placed £200 twice on horses that weren't really picked out half of me just wanted to get rid of the money when it could have been in my sons pot for his future not going back to that place......
The bear x
71 days wow i hope im writing positive diary notes like you. Well done on the baby boy. Feels good huh? I have a 17 month baby boy but failed him miserably up until 4 days ago when i started my road to recovery. I look forward to some joyful posts from you on your recovery and little one.
CasinoRoyaLoser
Hiya 🙂
Wow, mr bear what a great achievement on your continued abstinence. 72 days of freedom,u really should be proud. I hope you, yours and ur little angel are keeping well. I am very happy for you all and I know how much it means to you to turn ur world around. You are so worth it, and it is enough to look at little ones eyes to make the world the best place to be and enjoy daily joys and happiness. 🙂
Thank you for your kind words on my diary, it is very much appreciated.
Stay strong, keep calm, enjoy and be happy
Take care
Sandra x
Thank you Sandra 🙂 day 72 a friend of mine who had stopped gambling for a year fell off wagon this week I found out last night it's enough to make you realise your guard needs to always be up no gambling today x
The bear x
Hello Bear.
It is a stark reminder of how fragile we can be even after such a sustained time of abstinence. We need to remind ourselves why we are taking this route and how our mental state and physical well being is improved. Have a great weekend my friend.
Dark Place /
73 days ago today I placed my last bet oi oi the bear pat on the back keep it going :))
The bear x
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