The chapter is moving in right direction tiny little steps 62 days till my baby boy due by that time will be much stronger and can look forward to time with him I have to be ready my big chance won't let it slip,anyway have good day all no gambling today.
The bear x
Well done Bear you are doing fab!!!Eeeek 62 days, it will fly by.Does he have a name yet?
Hi bear,
Great positive post. New chapter of your life is ever so close.
Be kind to urself, believe and stay positive :-))
Rooting for you and ur growing family here 🙂
Keep it up and stay calm
Sandra x
Thank you Sandra and Astra for your posts helps me so much 🙂 and Astra yep he's going to be called max 🙂 thanks again.
The bear x
Glad to see your back on the right path bear.
In 62 days you will be in a completley different place,I've 2 little ones and there my reason to change,there my world.
I'm on day 86- xmas was a test,but now I'm on the other side I feel completley at ease with not gambling,urges do come,not as often,but when they do, I just remind myself of what a win would bring,false hope of a fantasy world that does not exist.
Do it for your unborn bear. You can never win.
Thanks robby and well done to you my friend you have done brilliant especially over xmas should be proud of yourselve and the fact that your kids have there dad back makes all this worthwhile as when were gambling were on a different planet :-/ keep it up fella
The bear
Getting through the toughest bit now little footsteps heading in right direction though have good day everyone no gambling for me today x
The bear x
Bear
Fella you got back on the recovery bike fella, the doors do revolve
I hope you stop around to enjoy the benefits my friend
As always take things one day at a time
Duncs stepping forward never back.
Thanks dunc you are right about revolving doors 🙂 this chapter continues small steps to recovery starting to feel better in myself already have a good day all x
The bear x
My girlfriend asked me why I look on my phone so much and what do I look at bloody gambling I've realised this evening how it can drag trust away from people we love very simply we have to not do this it's evil I won't ruin my new relationship and little boys life in future,my eyes have been opened this evening,this chapter continues getting strong again x
Bear x
morning bear, interesting you said that, my wife asked the same. Of course gambling is the main reason.
keep fighting my friend, Dark Place
Little steps in the right direction 🙂 have good day everyone....
The bear x
Hi bear,
I'm the same with my phone. I feel very guilty when my girlfriend asks me that and I know it's or gambling. Yet another reason to stop. Well done so far.
Ryan
Getting misled by others have learnt more over last week this chapter is more educational every day but not clear of gambling by any means but for my health and family it can't be in my life I lied to a friend today that I hadn't gambled he has to me many times think I need to count days again day 0 day one tomorrow I will never stop trying good evening all x
The bear x
Day one gym lunch with girlfriend positive positive positive !!!!!
NO MORE HELL!!!!
The bear x
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