Having joined 9 years ago and again at a all time low - I believe this is my best chance of getting through this low point of life again -
1st time 7.5k worth of Debt which by consolidating I managed to get through
2nd time 5 years ago - upon having a mental Break down- my wife stuck by me and consolidated over 65k worth of Debt- 15k loan 35k loan and 15 K on cars -
NOW - Debt 15k paid off 35K loan down to 25k but in the last 14 months ran up 12k on my cards (2K this month )
this is Day 1 for me - nowhere else to turn to - Wife will no doubt leave me this time if she finds out I've maxed Cards up - promised id never return to Gambling ways but it's all down to FOBT - crack C*****e of most persons lives - just feel by posting daily I May get the help to succeed!
Day 3- beginning of Cheltenham - everyone posting winning bets on social media - kept away from local hunting joints no FOBT & betting- £200 of a job in my pocket also ! We go again ! Night all - we can do this - keep posting
Hey im currently on day 4. If I hadn't of handed over my finances it would of been a majorly tough day, everyone in work talking about there Cheltenham bets, which a win or loss would of led to fobt machine play. I'm so glad to be getting out off this vicious circle
Day 4 - night away Xmas present & concert
Day 5 - travelling back and night with family
Today is Day 6 - friday always a hard day weekend looming & beers after work usually - - paid ВЈ100 of a CC from a job - £350 in my back pocket now but stacks of Debt- we go again ! Have an enjoyable one all
Day 9 - no nipping to Betting shop paid for a job today £480 in my sky rocket - we can do this? Amazing cards maxed buy happy with a few hundred quid in my pocket - no urge today and staight home ! Have a good night all ! Stay positive and contact someone that makes you smile - my tip for tonight
Day 10 - earnt ВЈ80 up to £550 in my pocket!
Day 11 & today Day 12 -.I'm locked up and give myself away to medical science a health check and chance to earn some valuable funds ! 1k to be exact goes staight into our family bank account- this always puts a smile on the family faces as it's our holiday funds! It's 3 vists of 3 nights ( this being part 1 ) no chance to hit the betting shops ! Have a good night all ! A great chance to pick up valuable funds for those folk needing extra cash
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