Thanks change means a lot stay in touch mate good talking to ya
Another day gamble free. Feeling very positive about everything.
Not much to report
Day 27 gamble free
I will not win because I will not stop
i don't mind people having opinions, especially people going through the same hell as myself. But when a non-gambler signs up to this great forum just for an argument. I have no time for that.
Stay safe people
I wanted to be the first to say a huge congrats on ur 4 weeks dude.
I Basically... What I'm trying to say is although you have lost this dosh etc etc you have now suffered enough. You have moved out of your home, don't see your kids as much, been through this with that kristian be it innocent or not, blamed yourself, other people have blamed you. That's it now! No more! You are low doing what you have to do! You have realised your problem! You are dealing with it and please listen when I say this that takes some massive strength! I know by the way you write you won't gamble again! I can feel it. So basically stop apologising and taking so much blame tell everyone to f**k off and believe me mate if people love and care for you and are WORTH YOUR TIME then they will come running back! She is trying to hurt you. You've hurt enough!
Without speeches like this I wouldn't have made this week without running in every bookies in cardiff and smashing up every fobt. Thanks for being my recovery buddy!!! I owe u a balti Andy
Didn't post yesterday! Was really busy at work! Day off today but absolutely knackered. Will get a couple of beers and watch the football me thinks. not very nice weather today cloudy and stormy. This is the longest time I have been without a bet since I was 18 (10 years ago) feels a relief.
Day 29 gamble free
I will not win because I will not stop
SwordFish wrote:
At work today still no Bet and not tempted at the moment. Worried about euro 2016! I love my football and that will be hard! Still feel rotten about the other nights loss can't get it it of my head and very angry with myself. I'm not going to do that to myself again.
Day 4 bet free
I will not win because I will not stop
It's amazing that when I wrote this I was genuinely worried about the euro's I thought they were going to be pulling me towards the bookies and it was going to be extremely hard for me to keep away. I'm staying strong. Don't get me wrong, there is a tug but I can control this. I never will place a bet again. I will enjoy the sport for what it is.
One day at a time
Hi Sword
My difference is I know I can't control it. I accept this addiction is progressive and I'm on the journey I'm on but that doesn't mean i can't support you in yours. Keep making the right choices for you 🙂 Tri
Hi tri does that mean you don't watch the sport?
Weldone I'm jealous you have the strength to fess up how brave of you ,keep going you can do this x
Urges flying everywhere today! Jesus! f**k off will you! I'm having a nice beer watching the football. My missus having a sleep and my daughter playing! Nice day off! Maybe my last post was posted early! It is hard watching the euro's but I won't let gambling get in the way of my passion for football!
one minute at a time
29 days gamble free
I WILL NOT WIN BECAUSE I WILL NOT STOP
Stay strong mate you can do it, it's hard I know but the urge will pass, you can't control getting urges but you can control how you react to them And do the right thing like I know you'll be doing now coz you have an amazing positivity you've helped me loads when I've been on the brink of giving in
Hi and thanks for popping over to my diary. Nearly at the first month junction. Well done and just take it one day at a time.
Best wishes
B
So after a few urges yesterday they passed and I continued to enjoy and watch the football. As I keep saying I will not let my addiction get in then way of me watching the sport I love!! I have a season ticket to CPFC next year and I can't wait.
Day 30 gamble free
One day at a time
I will not win because I will not stop
Bit gutted chat got cancelled tonight. Sitting here bored at work and was looking forward to it . Oh well, still gamble free and staying positve.
Stay safe people
Hey sword. ..mahoosive well done on those days...well done you..
Stay strong x
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