Hi all
over the last 4 days instead of trying to process how I’m feeling in my head I’m writing it down in my own personal diary of a tack record of how I’m feeling and what’s on my mind.
so today I’m slowly starting to come to terms with this addiction and what it has cost me and I know I’ll never get that back but I can start to focus on being the best father and best friend to my ex that I can be.Â
im still feeling so bad for everything I have done but in myself that is slowly starting to change and im coming out the other side, I can fully understand why my ex fiance is doing what she’s doing because I have done to much pain and hurt and if I can I’m going to start slowly sharing with her and maybe in time I’ll be able to tell her reasons why which is what I’m also slowly starting to realise and every day I think what and idiot but then I think TODAY IS GOING TO BE ANOTHER GOOD DAY GAMBLE FREE
WE CAN ALL DO THIS
Thanks billy for a great boost and I to will be starting right now a daily diary I think it will give another perspective to my efforts  Â
Best
It does it really helps because you can re read it and the words and what your trying to say really does help
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