Digging deeper

so i havnt read your earlier posts but you said on this "what will talking do " so have you not tried it ? if your not ATLEAST trying ANYTHING then what do you want ? people come here for support / advice which is what they have give you but you dont want to accept it ? so do u really want to stop gambling ? then take advice from ppl who ( even tho u think ur suffering the worste ) are in the exact same boat as you ! so if they give you advice maybe something you dont think would work or something that just doesnt interest you , why not give it a go ? what have you got to lose ? you gamble knowing you have everything to lose ! but you cant try something that will cost you nothing and lose nothing if it doesnt work ! i know gambling feels like it isnt a choice whilst doing it but getting help/support/ advice on here is defo a choice and if you just listen and try things it really helps im 7 days gf today and the only thing that is getting me through is this site , just reading peoples heartbreaking storys and resonating with them its a truley awful disease but you have to make the choice to accept help what is sitting back sayin well whats ga gonna do whats talking gonna do you are not going to quit gambling with this attitude there is no miricle click of the fingers , people coming on here by there own free will reading your story what does that tell you ? they care ....and will help you. COMPLETE strangers willing to help you wenever you need it this is priceless i apreciate it and it helps if you just accept it 

i agree with joydivider it doesnt seem you have hit rock bottom yet if you had you would be accepting any help you can wether you liked the idea or not not refusing it before you tried , a rock bottom gambler will start frm the gutter if they have to and work there way up no matter how small we are here for you if you will accept and be willing to try 

sorry dont know why my message posted twice think i must of tried to edit it