Hi it’s so hard to talk about this but I feel so ashamed that I played online casino and lost my salary everything. Lied to my family why I don’t have any money , cried all day , now I have to started from zero again .
I’ve never play in my life but then I met my already ex boyfriend, he was very addicted and I didn’t know that will have impact on me as well . Since I broke up with him because I couldn’t take it anymore and I was working so hard and was paying everything because he always lost his salary . After I broke up with him I didn’t play I was so angry about gambling. I was happy , had always money etc but until today after 8 months I registered on one website and lost everything. I don’t understand what happened to me and why I did this but I realised that it was big mistake and I have to start over again. I can’t cope with my emotions it’s so hard to feel that guilt when you lost everything and these repeating thoughts “why I did this , I’m so stupid etc” ,, I feel so sad because I’ve been working so hard and I wanted to save some money but I lost them without even thinking about my future and next months . I already self excluded myself from every single website and registered on GameStop, but hope I’ll feel better and will find motivation to continue with my life.
Hey you are not alone . I lose again and now I have to start again from minus 20000euro. I lose all I have . I fight for my boy he has 5 year old but I fell guilty because I don’t make this before .
I don’t now what to do right now . I have a place where I sleep and food . I m lucky . But my depression is at high level .
I m 40 s and I thing my life is ruin . I hope a miracle will happen but is only my mind that is affected by addiction . In reality nobody will save as . We got to save ourselves
hope you find in̈ner peace and stop gambling as it never will bring you a happy life everyone on gamcare has their own personal path to a gamble free life and yeah we are all addicts mostly financially and emotionally bankrupt.
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