Less than an hour since my last spin.
I feel sick to the stomach for the amount I’ve wasted on a cheap buzz. This month is the first time I’ve every gotten myself into debt for my habit and it’s scared me that I’ve let it get this far.
I can’t speak to anyone about it as I can’t not only bring myself to admit it but there’s so much more going on I can’t add to the family issues.
I think getting back into my hobbies should help distract me as I find it’s when I’m alone I do it the must. Helps me get my head away from the real world.
I lasted 9 months last time and I’m determined to not relapse. I’ve already signed up to gamstop. Just wanted to voice my thoughts and waffle to get it off my chest. Feel like seeing it wrote down will help. Thanks for read
Hi mate,
I know how you feel, the key is to focus on other things in life. You mentioned hobbies, its a real good way of not having your ming on gambling.
I gambled pretty much every day for two years, winning..losing..getting into debt (some of wich I am still in) BUT there is a light of at the end of the tunnel. Im currently 10 days GF. I feel free, and i'm hoping this will continue forever.
Its feel much better talking, even if its on here.
Good luck with everything, everyone on here supports you.
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