New one here!

Yes been there, lily, need to be free from this addiction

Hi i am new too and feeling much then same. 

Go and smash it.

figure your triggers out 

sign up too the modules 

do your goals on here everyday

youve got this 

Hi there. Now you have switched on get ready to battle use everything in the arsenal to get you through this be real be truthful be your true self a brave new life awaits you and your families and friends 

Messed up today for the 4th time this year.

I genuinely hope/pray  that we can beat this addiction/illness but starting to wonder if me personally am strong enough.

My mental health and physical pain is getting worse and feel drained 24/7.

Don't get me wrong I put everything into beating my demons(gambling and drinking)

But maybe it's me and its not an excuse believe me,,  but since I got diagnosed with diabetes my gambling has completely spiralled out of control as if I just can't wait to lose.

Anyway here's to tomorrow. 

God bless...CBL.

New here too. It’s hard to explain why I gamble. I lead a pretty good life and can go ages without gambling. But sometime the fruit machines call but the main issue is online gambling. I registered for GamStop 4 years ago and still a year to run on that so when I look to gamble it’s back door. It’s finding worldwide side with totally rubbish odds just to get my fix. I then spend £1500 over the course of a few weeks. I then close that account clear my credit card with work bonuses (that really should share with my hubby) and start again. I have still got 20k in debt on a loan this is about the same amount when I started GamStop 4 years ago. I need to clear the debt and stop gambling so that in 4 years we have so much more cash. I deal with the finances and hubby knows non of this.

New here too! I've been gambling for 1-2 years now it all started with new customers offers you'd get. I did well made a bit of money but then started putting money back into it I would lose some and win some. Over the past 5-6 months it got out of hand I would say to myself I'll only put £10 on then I would sometimes win but not long after I would lose it and then chase the money. Then I would stop for a bit and only do the free spins or games sometimes I'd win but I wasted it all again. Then one night I lost £200 and stopped again. 2 weeks ago I lost £80 after promising my husband I wouldn't gamble anymore then a few days after that I lost £30. My husband has been so supportive and realizes it's a problem. I've blocked myself from all the sites and determined to not gamble again it's been 5 days I just keep telling myself it's not worth it as I will always end up losing. Everytime I lost money I'd feel so down,sick and ashamed I could've spent all that money on something so much better but instead I was staring at my phone screen all night pressing a button which is just so stupid! I think I gamble when I'm stressed and I just zone out. Reading peoples stories on this site has really helped me.