Well guys I've ended up here again. It's been a long time but the passed 12 months have been chaotic. I've tried to quit a number of times, often weeks or months at a time do well and just wham straight back into it. But worse than ever. Total disregard for money. Apart from the blatant degenerate gambling my life is good. I have a loving wife, amazing family yet I still proceed to throw money away time after time. I should be well odd but continue to waste money time after time, I have no idea why except I love the chase. I'm not even chasing life changing amounts tho so it's absolutely crazy. I'm sick of it guys I really am, that's why I'm back here, this helped before as I know it has many people. I've cut off all chains of access to money. I've taken out moses exclusion and even travel 15-20 miles to place a terrible sports bet. This needs to be actioned tomorrow. Its an odd odd feeling as I was here maybe 1-20 years ago reading similar stories and hoping I wouldn't be that person. Anyway, day 2 I'd tomorrow let's hope for a better day
Keep coming back, I regularly check peoples stories and make it a habit to read them to get perspective, maybe even help a little I hope.Â
dave101
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