That feeling when you feel sick to the pit of your stomach,well that's me at the moment,the amount of cash I just lost don't really matter,there's no value you can put on,the fact is I've lost everything I had,do I feel like topping my self I'd say no,proberly to much of a coward for that,do I feel like walking away from my life,yes,think that my family would be upset at first but would come to realise that maybe it's for the best,will I,no because I'm a selfish b*****d who only ever thinks of himself,why am I addicted to this gambling lark when this feeling I have I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy,because as we know the hurt gets a little better as the hours pass,if I could bottle this pain and only get it out when I was about to is be cured,I've just spoke to my parents about it,but can't tell my wife,see coward
Hi blackout I went threw the same thing as you are going threw right now.i would blow money that I didn't have to blow but had to come clean to everyone so I could start my recovery on here has helped me reading stories we are all the same I am nearly two months without a bet hope this helps adam1
Facing up to the problem and telling people close to you will help, if life cant get any worse than it is now then what have you got to lose by telling ppl about this problem. You are only human and we all make mistakes
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