18TH JAN 2013 - Time to let go.

Thanks Duncs for your kind words. It's nice for someone like you to re-affirm that days like these do indeed, come and go.

Take care.

Feb.

Hey Feb,

thank you for your on going support.

Sorry to see your having a cr** day to, like sir duncs says they do come but they also do go.

Hope the councelling session goes well they really helped me and I go on saturday morning for an initial consulatation for some private therarpy to help me with my on going recovery.

Throw one of them muffins my way they sound delicious I wish i could cook but im rubbish lol

take care

blondie xxx

Thanks for your post Feb. Hope you're day's ending on a brighter note.

Yours in solidarity,

cardhue

WEEK 12. DAY 84. It's another day, it's another "NO" (to GAMGLING).

It's been a funny odd couple of days - emotions swishing around in my head concerning different things. I must add though, that none of them are to do with wanting to gamgle - NO WAY! However, I do get thoughts every now and again of how in the past, I could just go and buy myself what I wanted and go where I wanted without any hesitation. This saddens me occasionally (when I allow it to). I have decided that when I feel like this or get these thoughts, I am going to remind myself that 'LIFE STILL GOES ON' regardless and therefore, I am going to try to remain positive and just accept it and take it easy on myself when I am feeling this way.

When I look back to 18th JAN 2013, I have already made huge strides into getting my life back on track and having some kind of normality again and that in itself feels good. I have to just go with that for now and hopefully further down the line, things will get better and better.

Back in work next week after nearly 4 months off so making the most of my pyjama day today!! Not good I know, but hey, if that's part of me taking it easy just for today, so be it!!

Take it easy everyone and here's to the start of a great weekend.

Feb - Taking it easy on "The Bright Side of the Road".

Enjoy your pyjama day feb keep up the positive vibe love it 🙂

The bear x

I certainly am doing Bear - it's going to be a huge culture shock next week!!!

Feb.

WEEK 13. DAY 85. It's another day, it's another "NO" (to GAMBLING).

Short and simple this entry - Emotions are a little more intact today which is good. No gambling, no thoughts, no urges, NO DESIRE TO!!!

Take it easy everyone and enjoy your weekend.

Feb - Relaxing on "The Bright Side of The Road".

Feb,

You are doing amazingly well. Keep up the good work. Keep adding those non-gambling days up.

Tomso.

Well done on 86 days Feb you're doing great and Good Luck for your return to work next week. Im sure it will feel a bit strange and hope everything goes well.

WEEK 13. DAY 86. It's another day, it's another "NO" (to GAMBLING).

Thanks Thomso and CJ for your kind words. Felt a bit rough last night - itchy nose, scratchy throat, hot and cold all night! Another simple day therefore - pjs, tv and hot soak in the bath later.

Just thinkin??, pay day next week. This will be my third payslip free from gambling - month three, yeah. Progressing well with the prospect of 'normality' back in my life again.

Feb - Recovering on " The Bright Side of the Road"

Well done Feb! You're doing awesomely well 🙂

You'll be better again in no time I'm sure... Lady's a tough cookie!

Enjoy your day of rest and relaxation!!

Love, Stubbsy x

Hey well done feb what's a cold when we have defeated gambling keep up the good work.

The bear x

Hi Feb

Sorry you;re not feeling too well. A relaxing day sounds to be just what you need.

Keep up the great effort.

Irene

x

Hi there Feb

Glad to see you're still doing so well. That normality you speak of in your last post, I know of it now, but back when I was gambling; never. The normality of life, being free of gambling..it really bothers me that I got so caught up in it all. Though at the same time, boy we should be thankful to be rid of it.

Get well soon btw.

All the best

Alex

Thanks all for your kind words, much appreciated.

Feb.