Hi Dark Place, just wanted to drop by & congratulate you on you journey so far 🙂 & also for beating the Ikea self builds even if it did take 4 hours! I feel your pain & we walked out of Ikea empty handed yesterday because all I could think of was how long would it take to get up (thank-you for the warning)!
My anger @ gambling has come from a different place but I am using it in my fight against this loathsome addiction! If only we had the power to stop the evil going on around the world...Is death itself not hard enough 🙁 it literally breaks my heart!
I am working @ being a better person & will not give in should the urges try anything! Keep strong - ODAAT
Day 1 Tomorrow !
f*c#kin# disaster strikes ! head in my hands head in my hands,,,,, horrible day for me !
Dark Place /
Foooking hell f*****g hell!!!!!...ok DP..w*f is with both of you? Bear first and now you getting your hands dirty.
Listen, no f*****g disaster ok..all is ok..pick yourself up and keep marching on. Am angry..but angry at this desease..f*****g mind games! f**k them! DO NOT GIVE IN my dear friend, keep strong and come bk fighting!!
Please...be kind to you..it is not a day one..you are far further than that. Get a grip man..please...pull yourself together..never give up on giving up.
You're worth best things in life...stay safe..your family needs you..you need yourself so just please listen and keep making the right choice.
Sorry if i come across hard..i simply care...and i wish you all the best...
Sandra xxxx
Hi DP,
Soo sorry to read that that horrible addiction slipped back in, but it was just a slip, you have come too far now, sending you strong and positive thoughts to get straight back up and just carry on, you are not back at the beginning, you just had a blip.
Take care and stay safe.
Suzanne xxx
stay strong dp it is now you are at your most vunerable use your abstinace to get you back on track
Everyone else has said it but I'm here to salute you for coming straight back & warning us that the evil lurks in us all & can strike @ any time if we're not completely on our guard!
Today is a new day & we're still alongside you - ODAAT
Fu-king hell DP, just seen your post I can't put into words how i feel for you today. there'll be no lecture from me sir...Why.. because here sits a man who's 54 years of age and is still borrowing money from his 33 year daughter, f*****g hell DP I've been doing sh-t like this since before she was born. will i ever learn? who knows, but what i do know is how f-cking tough this is to beat. and one thing we both have is "bounce back ability " blimey mate we've had enough practice.
I echo what Sandra and Suzanne said, it's a blip, you're so much better than this. for today there's no onwards and upwards signing off from me because today DP my friend i feel your pain. Ginger
Dp
Fella we have walked this road before.
Your actions today are the important ones they will give you the foundations of tomorrow.
I hope abstinence found it's way back into your life.
If extra support would help my dear friend I would gladly offer you my contact details.
As always by your side.
Abstain and maintain
Duncs stepping forward never back.
....not giving up on ya and hope you're not given up on us.
Stay safe, you're worth peace in your life and you have power in your hands to make it happen..you matter - never forget that!
S x
Dead !
...keep holding on..keep fighting, stop the hell.
DP ..... I truly feel your pain. this sh-t addiction won't beat you, it's tried before and you bounced back and you'll be back again. The eight words from Sandra said it all my friend...I miss you fella.....Ginger
Thinking of you today and believing in you. Drop the chains and come bk fighting! Take back what is truly yours - your life bk..u only got one xxx
Patrick.
fella I have wished that,gambling addiction took me to the point i actually sought it,set off to gift my life to addiction along with everything else I had willingly given it for f**k all but misery in return. I had through progressively refusing to see life in any other form put myself in a place where I really had no self worth.
You my friend have tasted recovery.
the door revolves,it will welcome you back,not judge your shortcomings.
Gift yourself it when your ready,don't gift your life to addiction.
Don't become another sad statistic.
Duncs stepping forward never back.
Hi DP,
Just sending you strong and determined thoughts to kick that addiction into oblivion,
Take care of you my friend.
Suzanne xx
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