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You are doing so well Lulu, really proud of you and impressed with your outlook.

Hope the moving is not too stressful and everything goes according to plan.

Wishing you a good weekend. Remember the clocks go forward...stephen x

Hi thank you for the message on my diary, glad to see your still gf. Stay firm and positive it’s so worth it as you know you are already feeling the benefits. Sending you a bucket of strength and positivity x x

Hi Stephen thank you x me too I’ve have already got stressed sorting out the rental. But once that’s done hopefully be easier. It seems like everything happens at once good for boredom though! Thanks Stephen bestest wishes x. Hi Anon I’ve been thinking about you quite a lot and really wish I could say something to ease you but know this you have helped me a lot and I’ll never forget that. I wish you much peace and love xxx Lulu

39 days gf long may it continue

40 days! Yay! Chuffed and no urges

Hi Lulu 40 days gf well done hun . Hope the move goes smoothly for you . You dont realise how much stuff you have till you move . Maybe this move will be another fresh start for you . Stay strong and positive hun your doing great glad your getting old interests back too Bambi x

Congratulations Lulu on 40 days gamble free.

Wishing you every happiness in your new home...stephen x

Hello Lulu,

Great to see you hit 40 days today, well done. Keep making the right choices for you and your family and stay GF, one day at a time.

Enjoy the rest of your Sunday.

All the best.

Hi Bambi thank you hun yes I see it as a fresh start too, there’ll be no gambling in our new home 🙂 yes old interests starting to come back thankfully. Thanks Bambi you stay safe and gf bestest wishes x Lulu x Hi Stephen ah thank you I hope it’s happier when we move all I know is they’ll be no gambling in that new home! Hope your all good Stephen bestest wishes x Lulu x Hi sjw I know 41 days today really looking forward to the 50 then 100 and so on but still taking one day at a time! Hope your all good too bestest wishes x Lulu x

Hi Lulu,

congrats on your achievement so far keep on doing what you are doing.

I have had to change my username and subject title for privacy reasons just to let you know.

Wilsy

Hi Wilsey no worries thanks for letting me know, hope everything ok. Take care x Lulu x

Noticed a trigger for me to gamble, worry over my son. I haven’t been able to get hold of him for a few days so whittling like mad. Gambling used to be an escape for me too but now I have to face those concerns. When we move hopefully at weekend I’ll be able to nip round to his flat to ease my mind. Gf and staying that way 42 days tomorrow

42 days my son still Uncontactable so worried as usual, he’s heroin addict so it’s very hard. I have had to back off from him a few times because as I know myself addiction destroys ppl around the user as well. My biggest biggest fear is he’ll overdose I’m terrified of that happening. Sometimes I don’t know how I cope what with what happened to my grandsons mum a bit back too and what could’ve happened to my grandson. My son has nearly died a couple times he was six days in hospital last year with a 50/50 chance. I know I’ve been using gambling as an escape too but that’s stopped and how on earth can I help my son if I’m gambling! I feel ashamed of it. I just wish for once my son would try and get better god knows I’ve tried and tried and tried to help. I hate it when he ‘disappears’ I only imagine the worst. Got to be strong

Hi lulu i would be the same as you if it was my son im a born worrier hope he is ok any addiction is awful but at least if you are gf like you say you can help him more as you will be less worried about debts . Stay strong hun you have come this far and you are doing great maybe one day when your son is ready he will kick the habbit . You only doing what you can take care Bambi x

So sorry to read of the trauma you are experiencing Lulu. I sincerely hope your son can get the treatment he needs to recover from his drug addiction.

Hope you are ok and coping well with all the stress. Take care ...stephen x