Hi all it is only early days day 2 of no gambling of which I've been doing for over 15 years and only recently within the last month gambled ...when I didn't need to gamble a penny and I used to think ti myself over time I didn't want to quit just wanted to get it under control but it isn't possible if you don't know when to stop I very realised this now after doing all that damage to myself and also having another bad Christmas I remember feeling like this 6 years ago and being at rock bottom and saying I don't want to be here again and although it's been a bit of a roller-coaster roller-coaster since then this year as been the worst by far for me personally in terms of personal loss mymum passed away in april unexpectedly and i haven't seen my 2 boys since June so it's been over 6 months even though I pay maintenance maintenance for them every month and always have even used to give them so much more and everything I could and now my wish is just to see them to let them no how much there dad loves them and thanks about them everyday. Just need to get a grip of this horrible addiction and realise it's going to bee one day at a time it seems especially at first. Hopefully I stay strong and this is the road to recovery that I am on ?
Nice to chat with you tonight, stay strong and speak tomorrow night.
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