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SB28
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Carla that's the funniest thing i ever seen:-D:-D:-D:-D

Sheeps are good...peaceful and keeping the ground when it needs:-)

Just keep posting, it is your diary and you can put anything you like....anytime:-)

Sandra x

Just hold on for today...tomorrow is new one...and better one:-)

 
Posted : 7th October 2013 7:22 pm
Carla
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Tryin' to hold on today but it really is a S***e day despite blue clouds and sun. Feeling so, so out of sorts. Haven't done anything but bounce between couch and here aimlessly searching the net... for what? I have no idea. Cracked a beer and it's only 3 oclock. Just want today to end so much. Really, just feel like crying but can't even do that. End day... just end.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JR55UpjK0GQ

 
Posted : 7th October 2013 10:25 pm
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Hey Carla.

Thanks for propping my diary up.

Keep holding on Carla, this day will pass and a brand new one tomorrow. I know that restless feeling well, how's about tackling one of them big hi-lls then a beer for reward.

Think we really need to try opposites, than can be our next challenge.

Just for today Carla

((C))

 
Posted : 7th October 2013 10:31 pm
Carla
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Can't do it today, V.... just can't. But yeah... tomorrow is a brand new one.

 
Posted : 7th October 2013 11:47 pm
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Hai Carla.

We're both facing things head on, it aint easy hai. But face it we do, we're not going to roll down, have to persevere.

This is the one day at a time, we're on a break through. Just got to start living for ourselves, we can and will get through to some form of acceptance. Need to learn to like ourselves. We're good people, we just got caught in a net we didn't know existed, now we do. Thats our gift, not easy to see right now but lets make sure our vision isn't obscured by more gambling.

For the rest of today Carla, rest up, switch of your mind. Believe ((((C))))))

 
Posted : 8th October 2013 12:07 am
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Gee Gilrl think I pretty much felt like that baby the whole weekend. Lol and yeah paying $50 for a case a beer would definitely put me in that mode. This day is coming to a close and hoping your tomorrows are better.

 
Posted : 8th October 2013 2:56 am
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Hi Carla,

Thank u 4 ur lovely messages on my diary and 4 thinking of me. It really does mean a lot and helps me 2 keep fighting 🙂

U r a fighter and ur strength and determination shines thru 🙂

I hope u r having a good day, I am thinking of u and sending u a hug 🙂

Stay strong xx

 
Posted : 8th October 2013 9:45 am
Carla
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Thanks V, Soul and Charlotte. A new day. I am in control. I will make it a good day. Turning a bit colder. Better get outside and get some chores done. I will not gamble.

 
Posted : 8th October 2013 3:50 pm
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Hi Carla ,

Never wrote on your diary (i think) just reading it you seem like a real fighter I hope you can find happiness in your life like all us gamblers

Take care

The bear x

 
Posted : 8th October 2013 6:12 pm
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Hi Carla - thanks for your post in my diary. The youtube link is hilarious - made me laugh lots (for the first time today!) - thank you

hope you're having a good day

 
Posted : 8th October 2013 11:12 pm
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Hope your day was good to ya. How's weather by you? A balmy 70 degrees here and hey for this time of year I'll take it. Lol

 
Posted : 9th October 2013 2:45 am
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Day today was... not great and not bad. Didn't get out there as it was pretty d**n cold and sis came over unannounced. Didn't go to support group tonight either but got a few inside chores done ... oh well. Trying to have a positive attitude. I am noticing that the less I self-criticize (and so hard not to) the easier it is to pick myself up again after I've had a bad bout. Have been trying to give myself lots of positive messages. Working on becoming more like this girl. I have a long way to go.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cgw8OFVHzd4

 
Posted : 9th October 2013 3:18 am
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Lol guess we could all use a little dose of that girl. Lol

Here in Wisconsin weather is suppose to be in 70's most of this week so I sure ain't complaining. Guess that just gives me enough time to pull that air-conditioner out the window cause yeah, 50' & 60's ain't far off. Lol. Hope ya get some nicer weather so ya can finish up that outdoor stuff.

Off to work with me. Oh yaaaah. Lol

 
Posted : 9th October 2013 4:05 am
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Hey Carla,

That's it girl...slowly moving forward. Not every day is good day, but every day achieved g free is a day further to better and more peaceful future. You can do it, and we all unite here and help each other on the way.

Keep it up girl!:)

take care

Sandra x

 
Posted : 9th October 2013 1:36 pm
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Hello Carla

Think we can all learn from that lal girl. This world isn't that crazy, its just us whos made it crazy. We've got to find away to tap back into that pure soul we started out with.

Keep moving Carla, despite not feeling it, we're finally facing these unhealthy compulsions. We need to stop listening to that unhealthy voice that's been guiding us.

Have a good day Carla and even if its small just keep ticking them boxes and move forward.

Your a good un carla, just believe

 
Posted : 9th October 2013 1:40 pm
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