Wham Bamb Yihaaa ~ 2 months gamble free and forging ahead.
Wonderful to see your positivity shining through as you go forward on your wonderful adventure.
Congratulations Bamb from stephen x
65 days gf been quiet busy recently with work and family will try and update at least once a week .
66 days gf i will not gamble today , i will not ruin my life , my partners life or my daughters i will be a good mum and resist this madness in my brain . I wish i never ever started its stupid i use to be able to buy a lotto a scratch card never bothered me i even use to go and play bingo with my friend i never was addicted to it . Reading on here they say you are a problem gambler or a complusive gambler which might ring true for me . I started gambling when my daughter was born i dont know why maybe the worry or being at home all the time but i really think thats what started me off stupidly . I am one of those people all or nothing well gambling you are definitely getting nothing further from me .
68 days gf aching today spent the day in the garden yesterday but was worth it . Last year i really let the garden go as had no interest in anything but gambling. This year im gonna make it beautiful .
Congratulations to our Bambi on 68 days gamble free
A determined lady looking cool who knows where she's going and aint no fool
Tending to her plot with garden cultivating ~ surely far more better than gambling vegetating
Gone are the delusions on the crazy slots ~ she's tending to the shrubs and filling plantpots
With courage and hope she forges ahead
Peaceful and calm when she sleeps in her bed.
69 days gf
72 days gf
So this evening bГЁen having some big urges after my brother showed me a card to check he had won which he had twice on it in fact i was really happy for him as he is not a gambler like me he just buys the odd scratch card and lotto but thats it wish i stayed the same . I havent gambled but it made me think about it . I will not gamble today .
Been busy today had no more urges which is great . Did receive a couple of emails offering me free bets for the horses luckly ive never been into sports betting even though i did try these i never got hooked thank god . Onwards and upwards i will not gamble today .
75 days gf woo hoo feeling good no urges
80 days gf did have a lot of urges yesterday but i did not give in . I can see how its easy to relapse when you start forgetting the mess it caused . Im not going to become complacent . Sometimes i even have triggers on here when im reading stories and you hear the big sums people have won sadley giving it back no just got to keep telling myself its no good . Good luck everyone
Proud of you Bambi. You have kept your resolve and not given in to the gambling urges. That is difficult for a compulsive gambler and you have shown a lot of courage and determination.
You are 4 weeks ahead of me and that's the way we want it to stay.
Hiya Bambi x found you through search will catch up on your diary later just wanted to touch base much love x Lulu x
Well done Bamb84 keep it going 🙂
I’m on day 49 gf so just getting through today will put me on the 50 milestone. Weekends are the hardest as that’s when I did most of my football gambling. A day in the park today with my 3yr old son will keep me busy and not think about gambling 🙂
Stay strong.....stay gamble free 🙂
87 days gf no urges recently which is good just been paid too which will cover all bills and gambling is not having one penny . Stay gf everyone to a better life
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