Hey i am 22year old man. I have been gambling last 10 years on and off. My bets has been so large and i have been really addicted to roulette and take so big risks on all in bets. I have lost many times my all savings on couple of bets. I have managed to win some times small financial frees and lost it all in next days. I am addicted of that tension on gambling and the feeling of do i win or lose. You know when your heart is beating and you can feel alive and you know its all on the table and everything can change on one bet. I managed to win good money lately and something happened to me. I wanted to stop i didnt want to risk it anymore and i tell you it wasnt that big money compared to my other wins. I just got feeling that if i dont stop now i will ruin my life and i managed to stop and atleast one time beat the casino. Now i have good savings and i dont have any debt ( i never took any debt) i told my self that doesnt matter how much i lose i never take debt. Now iam on my recovery journey and i can tell you its not easy. Every day i keep thinking about gambling but i havent gambled. I want it to stop here i have seen this road too many times and how it ends. I have plans for my future and everything is going now like i have planned. I really trust my self rn. I know that i cant place a bet never again. I am gambling addict my whole life and one bet would ruin everything. I hate how i have been to my family because of my mood swings of gambling. I really hope my life turns around now and this hell ends up.
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