Next few days behind me, looking forward for more gf days to come 🙂
Going swimming today later on, bit of a crazy time at work with a lot of stuff happening.
hm.. comming to 20 days GF.... feels weird... but somehow normal... refreshing...
20 days here I come... I feel positive but scared at the same time that I will c**k this up again.. I dont want to but when I think about it I never wanted to yet it always happened.... need to stay strong
Pay day - time to brace myself .... now I just want to get to next payday GF that would make it around 50 days GF.. cant wait:)
Thanks last time 93. You are so right what a waste of money but I can tell you a bar of chocolate never tasted so good lol.
Chocolate.... I would not know haha
Huh read the date wrong... i'm only on day 18 now 🙁 cant wait for a lot more... 🙂
Okey dokey.. now its 20 🙂
22 days 🙂 cant wait to get to 3 digits 🙂 ... i think its about 200 days to get debt free from now.. so would be cool to come back here on day 222 of gf to anounce it... we shall seee...
I'm actually quite excited about this.. day 23 GF... the think on my mind is actually not playing more but the money I lost... I think about it quite a lot, I also know I dont want to chase it... I guess I'm just really upset that I went thru so much money...
Not that tired today after swimming... I might be getting used to it now huh! 🙂
24 GF
Hey Lasttime, thanks for commenting on my diary!
Almost a month now, you are doing amazing...keep it up 🙂 Just think of how much more money you'll have in the bank months or even years from now when you are not throwing it away on gambling, that's what I'm trying to keep in mind x
Yeah, need to focus on the better day. After i've maxed out my overdraft (5k) and my credit card (6k) and took a loan (15k) it will take me close to a year to get to 0. Its anoying makes me angry as I could have been close to 30k in black if I didnt play this year but I think I have accepted my losses now... and I dont want to chase it.
Went swimming today... did 50minutes... feeling totally dead but great 🙂 need to tone this s**y body!! :DD
25 GF
Pheew, time really does fly sometimes.. gonna watch some TV tonight and eat takeaway 🙂
28 GF
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