Day 32
Pangs of guilt, shame and regrets. Reminding myself what infinitely more damage gambling can do. Feeling low and depressed but the right path is not to gamble. Job search is on. Struggling to see how/what jobs I will be able to get. Did a skills inventory yesterday. I do need a job badly and am finding this daunting. I know that I do have loans to pay off.
Day 1
The dreadful day 1 again today. I have had a few relapses since the last post. Not happy with my situation.
I think that since goals are important I'll set some achievable goals. So to start with my goal is to be gamble free just today.
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