How do I reset my 217 days, back to day 1?

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(@Anonymous)
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well, a slip up! May as well be straight & honest.....very disappointed in myself, but start again!

 
Posted : 25th September 2015 5:41 am
day@atime
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What happened bruv...thought you had it beat maybe?

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Posted : 25th September 2015 8:06 am
Change
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Sorry to hear this deaney. Hope you're ok.

 
Posted : 25th September 2015 6:33 pm
(@Anonymous)
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After 217 days, just had a moment of madness...had a hospital appointment that went wrong, thought I was in for something entirely different, that got me annoyed, my phone upgraded to IOS9 & locked the screen so had to go to the apple shop in town to sort that one out, which is spitting distance from the dreaded casino I frequented...it all came back as if I'd never stopped! £500 and an hour later, I realised what a fool I was, so it's back to day 2 now! Debit card back to the wife and number changed, the horrible feelings of guilt and anger at ones self....but challenge time again! I love a challenge!!! Cheers for your support, I thought I had it beat, but I'm fine, positive, determined & buoyant...here I go again!

 
Posted : 26th September 2015 5:39 am
duncan.mac
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Dean.

Fella addiction will live within us for life, a five hundred pound lesson my friend and I am guessing that is your daily withdrawal limit?

Get yourself excluded from that casino and learn a valuable lesson

I have learnt a great deal since I did much the same, I hope that you commit wholly to recovery as your life choice again.

Abstain and maintain

Duncs stepping forward never back.

 
Posted : 26th September 2015 7:00 am
(@Anonymous)
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Thanks Duncs, you're right £500 daily limit, exclude myself is next in the list when I venture that way again, ( I've stayed away on purpose to ignore the demons!) but I'm strong enough to do it! The wife will be there as a precaution!

 
Posted : 26th September 2015 7:47 am

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