Invictus
By
William Ernest Henley
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Out of the night that covers me
Black as the pit from pole to pole
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul
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In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced or cried aloud
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed
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Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid
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It matters not how strait the gate
How charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my fate,
I am the captain of my soul
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My name is Stephen.
My last bet was on the 10th October 2019.
I am committed to living a gamble-free life.
May your journey be smooth StephenÂ
Hi Stephen!Â
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May this journey continue offer you knowledge and determination.
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Wish you all the best, step at a time
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S&B xx
Thank you Boo radley and SB28. It was good of you both to visit and I have replied on your diaries.
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An extra hours sleep if you live in dear old Blighty
60 more minutes to party before donning pajamas or nighty
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The mornings may be brighter but the evenings will be dark
And soon we'll get the fireworks to make the dogs all bark
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And Halloween is coming up with screams and scary faces
I think I'll go off to the moon with all my stuff in cases
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On the side of luggage I will label "Stephen The Humble"
Gamble-free in outer space - rocking and ready to rumble
So much sorrow in the world with famine, floods and wars
I am real lucky sitting here (warm - well fed - indoors)
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Ashamed that I used to gamble whilst saying "woe is me"
But now them days are over and I'm grateful to be free
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Whatever will the future bring? - well that I do not know
But best I keep on smiling and just enjoy the show
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It is Monday 28th October 2019
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Stopped alcohol ............29 years ago todayÂ
Stopped smoking ........ 18 years 4 months ago
Stopped gambling ....... 10th October 2019
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I am not lacking gumption nor am I fool
In fact I am a gent who is really rather cool
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Addictions do not cause concern or tell me what to do
I simply turn my back on them and smile the whole day through
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I do not make excuses nor do I have regret
No need to dwell on past mistakes so I will just forget
Weighed up all the options and thought the whole thing through
My rallying cry cos I don't bet is Yabba Dabba Doooo
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Payday tomorrow which makes me real happy.
Better have a shave so I look a little snappy - Yihaaa Woohoo
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Going to a dance class for the over 50's at 11-30 followed by lunch and a bit of shopping in the afternoon and in the evening I will be at a Halloween party.Â
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Gamble-free with passion stirring in my soul
A smile upon my face and ready to rock n roll
Fun and laughs aplenty but life is not a farce
Come on you gambling demons and kiss my sorry anterior gluteus maximus
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On a world rotating - alone in empty space
A very pleasant planet with a charming human race
And everything looks rosy now that I am gamble free
For me and others like me its the only way to beÂ
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