I have to change my ways before I lose everything

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My wife and family mean everything to me so why am I risking this for stupid gambling which I never win at! It is just not on anymore! I have been here before but this time has to be different.

I hate myself the liar I have become... my wife and kids deserve so much more than I have given them. I have to change! Gambling is a demon which haunts me day in day out but I have to be strong and regain the willpower to say NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Gambling you are a monster and I hate you!

I cannot gamble because I cannot stop!!! One day at a time...

 
Posted : 11th February 2014 8:50 pm
(@Anonymous)
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Hi Bobby

No one sets out to destroy their lives and families with this addiction. There is a solution but it isn't found in an instant. It is dealing with life on life's terms and taking it very easy on yourself. Put safeguards in place and speak openly with someone you can trust. Recovery is there if you want it but you really need to be sick and tired of being sick and tired and you will move forward with your life. Hope you find some peace of mind real soon

Take care

 
Posted : 11th February 2014 9:09 pm
brad007
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Hi Bobby

Good to see you back mate. One day at a time as you rightly say.

Best wishes

Brad

 
Posted : 12th February 2014 9:00 am
(@Anonymous)
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Thanks folks believe me I am ready to change|! I need a complete lifestyle change because gambling has dictated all aspects of my life over the last ten years - sneaking around lying to cover my tracks! I am sick of it and want the life I deserve I work hard and want to make more of my income for my family.

This is the first day of the rest of my life! No complacency just beat it one day at a time! My wife and kids mean more to me than life itself!

I am going to beat this!

Gambling you are the devil and I detest you!

 
Posted : 12th February 2014 10:31 am

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