Sandra it's the initial cost I trained as a chef back in the day got all my nvqs but the hours wernt great with a new born so left for a different job retail better hours and been there ever since .... one day I'll have enough to start :0) hey bex just sent you a message ,
Day 33 not long sat down work buffet shopping and food making I am chuffing wacked lol but content
no gambling urges today is and will be gamble free x
Thanks for the message will use the advice.
Well done on day 33 great work! Having a long term goal is still great and something you can slowly but surely work towards. X
Day 34 well I've been cooking and creating since 7 am my back is killing but almost done :0) and after 40 odd platters done I'm looking forward to a nice cold pint when I drop it all off lol dropping in now as about to clean house then I'm gonna be busy all night so didn't want to not entry lol today is and will be gamble free and extra pennies in the pot :0) xx
Day 35 so buffet went down a treat I enjoyed not only one but two nice cold pints busted a few moves and had a blast ...... today I feel shattered so just going to have a soak before tonight nervous isn't the word I am bricking it isn't it funny the older we get the more silly thing affect us and become irational lol hope everyone's well today is and will be gamble free x
Hi tt
Glad to hear last night went well, thats great. I assume you are on sbout being nervous for starting the new job. Good luck I'm sure it will be worth it and in the long run enjoy it. Here's to another gamble free day.
Bex x
First night finished it was hectic busy but like a duck to soon was back into the swing of it after getting over the cat caught in the headlights moment as the other girls are mostly college girls lol extra pennies to the pot now I'm going to have a brew and crawl into my beloved bed night night x
Day 36 .....
I am just absolutely drained today what a weekend and work again in the morning so today is and will be gamble free so Good morning! And in case I don't see you, good afternoon, good evening, and good night! X
Hi tt
Great work on day 36, you sound really positive despite being so busy and tired.Hope all is well and ennjoy the much needed sleep tonight. Heres to another gamble free day.
Bex x
Thanks bex...yeah I guess I am feeling more positive it's hard work at the moment juggling work kids work house kids lol but it will all be with it in a couple of months I was attually asked by a someone I work with why I was punishing myself lol I hadn't seen or thought of it that way just that it'd pay everything off quicker n me n the boys can get back to enjoying treats etc x
Loved your poem on the 24th 🙂
You are doing incredibly well 🙂 I hope you are proud of you! Don't push yourself too hard, you need to stay well to enjoy the life you are setting up for yourself!
Keep laughing girl - ODAAT
Thanks odaat wasn't laughing last night got the kids sorted and curled up with them all in my bed and I dozed I was so tired lol
day 39 busy work is hell at the moment but looking forward to treating myself to my nails done tomorrow it's been so long since I've had them done used to have them done every fortnight and I dunno what it is but immediately made me feel better :0) and I need to keep up with all them dolled up college girls lol
hope all is well today is and will be gamble free x
Nails today...Yay 🙂 Great to see you allowing yourself a little luxury!
& another lovely number 4-0 🙂
All is well in my camp, thanks! Keep those lovely kids close like that, moments like these will live in your memory forever!
Keep winning - ODAAT
Day 40 :9 ) nails done it's amazing how amazingly better they make you feel :0) although now skinter than skint for the first time in months I had enough to pay phonebill on time so I thought great no charges but the card payment went through twice grrrr so now the bank need a fax and the bloody phone company are saying no need itl go back into my account within 24 hrs that theyve only taken one of the payments it better bloody had as other bills to pay n food to buy or ill be kicking off tomorrow lol on a hole tho not a bad day kids look fresh with new haircuts and I feel more ladyfied today is and will be gamble free x
Day 41 these days are flying had a nice suprised this morning the Youngest grandma just rang she's paid for a week away in may for us saying we deserve a break and im doing so well pulling myself together am overwhelmed as there was no chance wed get a hol this year and I was feeling bad about that.... things are Def looking up and the mess I made of things seems more manageable to sort here's to abstaining and maintaining on never putting myself into a state again
happy good Friday everyone x
That's my plan nt so I can repay her love and support if anything it makes me more determined x
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