If I don't stop I am going too lose everything :(

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Am back and after having so many topics going over the past few years. I am back for good, I have always relapsed after doing so good. I think once you have had a few months off, you think you are stronger and wiser an you can deal with you addiction. You can never control it once you admit you have a gambling addiction. No matter how much I try an have one bet a day it leads on too gambling from I get up till I go too bed. When your lucks out no matter how many bets you have it's just not going too happen. Day 1 starts tomorrow 15th November 2014 a new chapter for myself too redeem myself an become that stronger gamble free person a can become that good person I am. Keep posting people an I will do my best too keep posting it makes all the difference. I need too stay on this website. I have all the answers but as soon as I start chasing it's game over till I have no money left 🙁

 
Posted : 14th November 2014 11:19 pm
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Please close your financial access. Share your problem wih your family.

 
Posted : 15th November 2014 7:39 am
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Day 1, feeling positive an motivated too succeed this time, can't beileve over past week how many bets I had had an how many losers I have had. It is so hard too win money an so easy too lose it. I have gambled for past 15 years an have nothing too show for my money. All my life has been full of ups an downs through gambling. I know myself I can't go back, I need too take every day as it comes an stay strong 🙂

 
Posted : 15th November 2014 10:52 am
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Day 2 nearly over. I have kept myself busy an focused on not gambling. I Watched football tonight relaxed an chilled seeing scores coming throu. Shocks like teams 100 places below managing too draw with them. Sport is so close now as it's so competitive. Every day we take on our gamble free journey is a learning curve an the hardest learning peice is how too deal with the urges. Some days them don't affect you an some days all you want is a bet. I wake up every morning an remind myself. I am a compulsive gambler an cannot gamble as I will lose everything I have ever worked for. Onto day 3 moving forward never back 🙂

 
Posted : 17th November 2014 12:12 am
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Hi Allyc,

Reading your last post put a smile on this face "I am a compulsive gambler an cannot gamble as I will lose everything I have ever worked for". You hit the nail on a head, this is what you should keep reminding yourself each day...i am going to do the same too 🙂

Well done on 2 days..the journey begins..the good fight is worth fighting for. Choice is yours - i am sure you will make the right one.

take care and keep posting. This site will help you loads in quest of bettering your life. Stay close and keep up the good work

S

 
Posted : 17th November 2014 6:41 am
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Cheers sandra we are all on the same boat, we have too stay focused an read up an post on other pages too see people's experiences. When you read other peoples stories It really does bring it home an let you aware we are not alone in this. Cheers for the kind words. Keep up the good work.

allyc1981

 
Posted : 17th November 2014 10:37 am
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Hi Ally

When I gave up for a long time before the secret for me was keep posting, it's a constant reminder to us. Keep strong.

Paul

 
Posted : 18th November 2014 8:20 am
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Hi Allyc

3 days today stay strong and win today well done.

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 18th November 2014 8:52 am
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Cheers for the support folks feels great too be free again. On day 4 feeling positive, out for lunch an then relax an watch the scotland v England game. I awakened this morning an admitted too myself I am a compulsive gambler an don't know when too stop there fore I must not gamble. Moving forward never back. Stay strong everyone have a good day 🙂

 
Posted : 18th November 2014 11:20 am
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On day 6, not been on for a few days. Been keeping busy with work an keeping my mind off gambling. The less you think about it the easier it is. Am taking every day as it comes an not giving into temptation. Still gamble free moving forward never back.

 
Posted : 20th November 2014 10:57 pm
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Day 7, 1 WEEK feeling great an positive. Staying busy with work. Next week will be the big question as I go home for a few days from work an by pass lots of bookies. Need too stay focused an positive. Wake up every day an tell myself I am a compulsive gambler an don't know when too stop. Moving forward never back 🙂

 
Posted : 21st November 2014 2:24 pm
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well done on day 7 im on day 54 of not gambling and before that i nearly made it for 10 months.

 
Posted : 21st November 2014 3:17 pm
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Hi Ally,

Well done on one whole week of winning,

Stay strong and focused

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 21st November 2014 4:09 pm
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Cheers stop an Suzanne thanks for your support much appreciated

 
Posted : 21st November 2014 5:50 pm
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On day 8 an still gamble free. Saturday always a hard day as it's most likely urges will come alone. Best idea don't check prices an only check results. Plan too stay busy at work, stay focused an feel free. I awakened this morning an told myself I am a compulsive gambler an must not gamble as I don't know when too stop. Moving forward never back 🙂

 
Posted : 22nd November 2014 9:33 am
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