Life begins again

Thanks Cheryl, Tri and Steve xx

Good morning diary,

344 days of hard work on my rollercoaster recovery ride,.

Back to work today, after a quiet few days am quite looking forward to work lol.

Wishing everyone a strong and peaceful gambling free day.

Suzanne xx

Afternoon Suzanne hope you had a nice Easter, hope work is ok for you today, i was surronded by some nice people at Easter which for some of the time took my mind off gambling issues. Back at work (lunchtime) very depressed and down, but the sun is shining or it would be worse. Not sure if I can mentally recover from what I have done - I know you have, how do you forgive yourself for the stupidness of chasing those losses and also the damage you have done to others lives (i find the future damage I have done to my girlfriend - unbearable to think about) . I cannot now and probably never will be able to carry out the repairs to my house. Just feeling destroyed - sorry for harping on, on your diary.

Thanks Suzanne for your lovely heart-renching positive post, at the moment every time i think of gambling I think of your support and words, you are keeping me away from this wretched addication. Thank-you

Hi I Wished,

Thanks for popping in on my diary now and again. Much appreciated.

I see you're coming up to the big 1 year. That's something most of us dream about, I hope to follow in your footsteps 10 weeks later!

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Hi S

Another morning in recovery and another day will b navigated safely. Proud of you girl! Keep up the good work and keep taking the gift of the lifetime - freedom, sanity and peace you so deserve ☺

Have a good day and mk sure it turns out nice again..ohhh HD 😉

S x

Morning Suzanne.
345 days is just magnificent.
Have a great day and well done you are nailing this addiction to the floor.
Steve xxx

Good morning diary,

345 days and I already know it's going to be another good sane day because gambling has no part n my life at this time, no thoughts, no desires, just taking new day at a time and winning in every way.

Had a good day at work yesterday, and it does not surprise me anymore how many folks gamble on line, it was one of the topics at work yesterday, how easy it is to have a quick game of bingo, I put my two penny worth in by saying, and it's so easy to get addicted and lose yourself and your life as it is now.

Got a few surprised looks and I did not take the conversation any further.

Wishing everyone a strong determined and calm gambling free day.

Suzanne xx

Thank you for the comment and continued support Suzzanne it does really mean a lot when someone so far into thier recovery takes the time and effort to post in your diary. I hope one day i can give as much back to other people as you do.

Keep it up! Not long till that magic year mark!

Hi Suzanne
345
What a wonderful achievement, you continue to be such a great support for so many and you keep quietly winning your own battle.
Take care my friend
Cheryl xxx

Well done Suzanne,

I always make sure I keep an eye on your diary every day as you are such a great inspiration. Have another great day winning.

Scott x

Morning Suzanne.
Wow 346 days is unbelievable.
Hope you are enjoying the weather it's lovely down in Wales!
Have a great day.
Luv Steve xxxx

Gambling if often the topic of conversation at home / work I dont think people realise what it is really like to get suckered in and before you know it your gambling with money you dont have.

Massive well done on your continued recovery and quickly coming towards a whole year in recovery , words cannot describe the effort that would take so hats off to you.

meThanks all for your lovely supportive messages.

Good morning diary,

346 days of winning, the sun is out again, short day at work and then long weekend, feeling quite blessed with life today, why because I have not spent even one penny on any form gambling in all this time, and am proud of myself for this amazing achievement.

Recovery outweighs any silly whim to have a silly bet, and as my good friend Delboygolf posted this morning, What me gamble today, you must be having a laugh addiction, I am going to laugh today and its on you, because I simply do not want to gamble today. HDs indeed.

Wishing everyone a sunny strong gambling free day, mentally and emotionally.

Suzanne xx

Enjoy your gambling free sunshine filled day. We even have sunshine in Scotland this week with no rain so i am going to go and do my garden and partake in a few refreshments.