Metamorphosis

Laptop has crashed, using pad but hopeless with dodgy hands so need to get new laptop or fixed asap but have the cash for it hooray, new experience not worrying about money any more after so many years and all my own work.

Hope everyone in a good place as can't check on here. If I can do it anyone can and in a good mindset at the moment despite many stress factors in my life.

Hopefully sorted soon and I will be back 🙂

LOL and way to go girl. Glad to hear all that and new laptop coming your way. Life can be good if we let it. Keep doing what your doing.

Hi Dragonfly,

Sorry to hear about the laptop shi t ing the bed on you like that but, am soooo glad to hear that you are in a good space! Long may that continue for you. I am here just grooving through the day and waving as always. -joanxxx

Hey there

Hope technical issues is getting sorted and you soon be back up and running on these pages.

Stay safe girl

S x

Still laptop issues I take it and hope all is fixed soon. Looking at 4 day weekend myself but guess not all fun and games cause yeah. Got plenty of work to get done around here and can't seem to pry this a-ss of the couch. LOL yeah all in good time I guess. Hope life is treating ya good.

Laptop mended at last but cost over 100, what a rip off and have lost loads of important stuff.

Crashed and burned in a big way last weekend when the triangle was completed and I did nothing to intervene- happens every time I say on here I am in a good place so lesson learnt, pride and fall and all that.

So not in a good place at the moment. Work absolutely horrendous and spend my life fighting with area managers to get services which should be automatic - don't like it when people lie and play the blame game either, but that's another story.

Struggling with health, family and other issues but no more than many others I guess, just a bit of low level depression to fight through which doesn't help.

Voices from the past still in my head and the future feels a bit daunting to manage on my own at the moment but that is my choice, either it will pass - or I will. Keep thinking how important to live every day as if your last and tell those I love how important they are.

Part of that is also thanking those on here that support me both on and off this site as some days I struggle with the right responses but appreciate so much their thoughtfulness which helps to keep me going.

Staying safe on the river today, soothing my body and my brain in the peacefulness around me and will call in on others tomorrow but wishing you well one and all.

Glad that laptop is fixed and even if it cost that $100 I'm sure it was less expensive than buying new. Glad your back in cyber space with us girl. Yeah gotta say i know exactly what your saying when ya talk of speaking good of our lives. Seems it puts a big voodoo curse on us or something. LOL Yup things always seem to fall apart and guess we aren't allowed bragging rights. LOL Lol Lol guess we can think all that good stuff in our heads just never mention it out loud. Must have something to do with that law of attraction I'm thinking.Lol

Gotta say i messed up to earlier this week and guess nothing new there for me. We'll pull it together eventually and guess everything just happens in its own time and can't be rushed.

Enjoy that river girl and stay safe.

Hey there, few words on my tread took me aback...why? God, cause they are the most important words human being can say..thank you.

You are struggling my friend, no need words to see it. Can relate to a lot you say...hell of a lot. Getting over the guilt recently and one of the challenging times I ever had..inside my head..lol..hmm, we are our worst enemies you know.

Smile to yourself df, try to clear your head and stop overthinking /////. World won't change over night but..if we find that peace and forgive ourselves for our mistakes, it will be a lot lot easier and calmer place to be.. .we are not perfect but we are as good as we let ourselves to be.

Thinking - ends up in unnecessary pressure we put on ourselves. Set yourself free from it and allow yourself that peace of mind u so deserve.

(((((DF))))) xxx

Hey girl thanks for that link and sure I would of been laughing me a-ss off but them links just don't seem to work off this site any more. LOL did find a few spinning hamsters though and thinking the one intended. LOL LOL LOL Hell if I could only teach my cat to do something like that with the mice that make it in this house. But then again they did seem to like it so maybe not. LOL LOL LOL thanks again and hope life has been treating ya good. Off to work with me.

Hey DF

Missing your lovely posts!!:-) hope all is good in your world and you enjoying this fine weather watching that beautiful river and life surrounding it 🙂

Take a good care of yourself

S x

Hey girl and hope life is treating you just like ya want it too. All good on this end of the world, well as good as can be expected anyway for me. LOL and yeah guess ya can't read to much into that. LOL Just dropping a line and sending good wishes your way.

Hi Dragon Fly, just a note to say hey. Have been collecting all kinds of treasures from our long walks along the beach. A variety of stones, some sea shells and a few pieces of polished sea glass.. Waving from a sunny windy beach. Here's a big fat cowgirl style hug as well grrrrrruhh (((((DF)))))) -joanxxx

Hi sorry not been around but dreadful week at work then felt poorly all weekend. Scary night before last as pain in chest and couldn't move my arms. Couldn't get to doc yesterday as my road is closed for repair so went last night and doc said he thinks I had minor hear attack, sends me to a and e where I spent most of the night having tests. Dodgy ECG results and blood pressure up but discharged and have to go back for more tests. Resting today but major court stuff at work I need to do so stressing already.

Don't know why I wrote all that as haven't told anyone else, not even family as don't want to worry them so guess just needed to offload somewhere safe.

Tempted many times last week as so stressed with work and home stuff but managed not to and relieved as if I have to give up work I will have a different lifestyle. Don't want to as I enjoy it but we will see as too stressful at the moment.

Makes me realise how random our lives are and how I need to tell people how much they mean to me and not waste time and money.

Your messages mean a great deal to me as I am sure you know and I will repost when not so achey. Going to relax and enjoy the birdsong and watch the river life go by today as I feel very very lucky.

Health, strength and happiness to all.

Just opened Facebook and friend who didn't know about last night had left this message.

Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting 'Holy s**t .......what a ride'

Yeeeeehaaaaaaaa xxx

Hi DF

Jeez- just catching up and read your recent news. Glad you're doing OK now.....but please, please, please listen to what your body's telling you and get help when you need it!........ Lecture over..........

I had to laugh at the FB post- we've never met but I can't imagine you doing anything remotely sedately (feel free to correct me!).

Keep up the great effort, keep fighting!

Take care

Irene

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