My diary, my new life, my fightback

Day 43 and today I will not gamble. 

Back to work ,the only place now this thing can get me is during work so I will stay strong today.

Day 44 begins.

Reading stories on here keeps me strong, the lives that have been wrecked reminds me of the utter chaos this causes.

Stay gambling free folks

Day 44 done.

That's 44 days I've not wasted a single penny.pay day on Friday and I will now see my debt coming down,Nothing added for the first time in years.

It's a long road but I feel I've done the first mile.

Posted by: holycrosser

Day 44 done.

That's 44 days I've not wasted a single penny.pay day on Friday and I will now see my debt coming down,Nothing added for the first time in years.

It's a long road but I feel I've done the first mile.

 

Nice post Bud :)) .

Congratulations on your 44 days of winning for real , I remember the early months quite well and how tough they can sometimes be , I also remember that feeling of reaching the century club which your almost half way towards and look forward to welcoming you soon . 

It's all about one day at a time but as you know those day's really add up :)) 

Well done my friend and talk to you soon:))

Alan   

All the 4's, droopy draws.

Well done mate.  It's nice to 'earn' money isn't it!  I'd forgotten about that bit for a few years and my bank account was just a holding pen for paying off debt and to fund gambling.

Keep up the good work.

Thank you for the fantastic support.these wee messages mean the world.day 45 begins. 

Pay days eve

Well done your diary makes great reading , keep speaking to yourself and keep inspiring 🙂

Posted by: john.w

Well done your diary makes great reading , keep speaking to yourself and keep inspiring 🙂

Thanks John, I’m finding it tough going but I’m 100% focused on getting through this, the total understanding that it’s for life has sunk in and I feel better for it.Im living to a budget, a budget I know will get better but only, only if I don’t gamble.

stopping gambling will fix many things, thank you .

Day 46, pay day.

money will come and go between now and the 1st of May.

BUT NONE OF IT WILL BE GIVEN TO ANY BLOODY BOOKIE YAAAAAAAAAAYYY !!!!!

Day 47.No gambling 

Danger day /weekend for me so I need to be strong. Can't go into why but a big test

Keep strong Holycrosser and keep focused on how you will deal with urges/temptations and situations. You are approaching 50 days. You don’t want   to start again for sure.

Well done HC. The weekend always a potential banana skin for me too. Stay strong my friend. 

Been ok, my OH has left on a trip and I had nothing planned but tbh it was easy to cope with, I hate gambling that much I just don’t have the urge.

today I remain GF , 47 days GF

day 48.no problems thankfully, I was a bit wary of being alone but I've been fine.Must admit because I planned nothing my mind was wandering but no urges to bet.

Nice day today so a walk is planned with the dog and pick my OH up later. My pay is sitting there and all bills will be paid by Wednesday, it's going ok.Today I will not gamble.zip.nothing

Day 49.today no gambling