My road to recovery and debt free

Good to see you still on the right path and yes we lose a whole lot more than cash sat gambling for hours on end, you're right !

Afternoon All

Mladina thank you for your comment, I can very much relate to what you said and massive well done on 170 days that is a massive inspiration for me. Well done on reducing your debt aswell, it is extremely difficult.

boxingday thanks for popping by again your support means a hell of a lot, had a great weekend so far 🙂 Hope you did also.

Anyway on to day 20 again tomorrow, had to come on here this afternoon due to a dream I had about slots last night. I know it is absolutely crazy dreaming about gambling but I have seen many other people mention on here that they have experienced this.

It has meant I have had a few big urges this afternoon so I decided to come on here and spend half hour reading through some posts, this site really is amazing 🙂

Hope everyone is going well

Morning All

Waking up on day 22 of being gambling free is a very nice feeling.

Haven't had any major urges the past few days, but when I do I always make sure I log onto here first.

Anyway just a quick check in, I hope everyone is still going well.

Good Evening

As you will notice this is my first post for a couple of weeks due to a major relapse.

I wont go into the ins and outs of the relapse but it only stemmed from a surplus in cash and too much time on my hands. One thing lead to another and now I am back to where I started.

Anyway I have finally come to terms with it enough to feel I can input on here again so today has been my first day gambling free.

I am going to commit 100% to this diary and also input on the forum where I feel I can add value from my experiences.

I hope everyone is doing well, I will now spend the next hour or so reading through everyones diaries to refamiliarise myself.

On to day 2 again 🙂