Nothing left to lose, now i will gain

Again ty for the kind words sir.
Day 16 now my new credit card came today it only has a small limit on it so it can get me through the month and can use it for emergencies, i was not tempted at all to gamble with it just used it for cigs and oyster card.
Feeling good today becuase got lots of writing done, iam working on a series of historical poems

Day 17 still all good

Had a good day all around, plus got some writing done, then had this desperate urge to gamble so left my wallet at home and went for a walk feel better now,
Plus its nice to vent my feelings here, ty for listening

Well done Rob leaving that wallet at home breaks that triangle I don't know a bookies that will let you pay with buttons. Keep going and a vent is allowed its your diary!!!

hi rob - you referred to science projects in your first post? feel like elaborating on that as i enjoy science.

Hey sorry did not reply very low today, magnet feilds reversing magnetic polariry, magentic levitation, and particles in a vortex

Hi Rob... what's up pal? Let me know and I'll try to help. That's some serious science. You should be proud of yourself. Think how few people know what you're talking about. You're gifted. I like science but I'd even struggle to converse sensibly on those areas.

Hi Rob how's today gone mate hope you've been kept busy and kicking them urges it touch

How's it going Rob is it 20 days today?

You out there Rob?

How you doing Rob ?

Just checking up on you mate?

silence isn't always golden

Hi Rob

I've just read back your diary at the time I never spotted it, Day 16 new credit card arrives a couple of days later you go dark.

I suppose they is always one who slips away. Hopefully one day you will pop back in a and see this

KTF

Hi Rob,

Good to hear you’re still lurking around. I wish I had all the answers but I don’t, but what I can say is my life is getting better by the day through not gambling, reading what you said I’m not sure if you are still gambling a bit, if that is the case come payday it won’t last long as you know you will try and solve all your financial problems in one go and that won’t happen even if you do win you will only give it back.

How is Uni going you must of started that new course now? From what you’re saying I assume your still at your brothers which I know is not easy.

What I would say is keep reading on here and update your diary, I know I took some great inspiration in them poems you wrote and that must be a good release for you.

Things will get better just keep going one day at a time

I’ll be on Chat tonight for 8-9 drop in and we can have a catch up.

KTF