Woo hoo!
The big 50!
Just the beginning Our Lady.....Keep doing what you're doing 🙂
Mari x
Just read through, Congrats on making a massive 50days even with down days and/or Urges to gamble. Really something to be pleased and proud of 🙂
Day 1 for myself today, so just reading some stories to occupy my mind and keep that motivation, all the best in future days.
- Chris
Well done Lady - 50 days is a big deal!
Stay focussed, strong and be kind to yourself and you will get to the century!
x
Thanks lovely people for all your posts - means a lot.
Our Lady
50 days - well done!
C'mon our lady - we need to get you feeling better so you can start enjoying these gamble free days!
Hope you pick up soon x
Awe thank you Littlemiss.
I know, I have had enough now and really need to be enjoying all the lovely celebrations within my family this year. Hope you are well and looking forward to catching up in your diary.
Take care.
Our Lady
Well done on 50 days 🙂 fab !!
Thanks Katie.
Day 51.
Still feeling like c**P. Still making me feel miserable and low. Still feeling worried what it is. Still gambling? - a big fat "NO"! Just imagine how much worse I would be feeling if I was! Yuk.
Going to force myself to get out for some fresh air - a little wonder round my fav shop - John Lewis, buy my sister's Birthday card and some Easter Eggs and then a stroll back. It's a nice day for it.
For anyone else feeling as fed up as me, chin up and just go with today. Tomorrow is not yet here so why worry about it?
Take care all. Look after yourselves and so will I.
Great post,
Enjoy the shopping.
Stay Strong Stay G/f
Malc
Thanks Malc.
Day 52 .
Feeling a bit better today - fingers crossed!
Take care all and have a lovely g.f week and so will I.
Our Lady
Day 53.
Plodding along. Got another test result back yesterday which was negative! Was pleased in one way but a little anxious in another. This could mean that I have gallstones!! Will not know this for certain until I have my scan on 25th April. So just for now I will remember that:
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift" representing the present. Therefore, I am not going to dwell on this fact until I get the outcome of my scan. End of!
Take care all and so will I.
Our Lady
Day 54.
Good Friday! I have always loved this day and Easter! (Love Easter eggs me)! Pity it's raining and miserable but going to be with all my lovely family over the weekend and my son is coming for dinner tonight - good old "Good Friday" fish!!
Gambling thoughts are minimal now and normality beginning to resume once more. Payday next Thursday and yes, it's going to be a tight month but at least this is due to spending money on Birthday gifts/weekend away and keeping up to date with all my bills, as opposed to flushing it all down the drain so to speak! I have said this before, living on a tight budget for now is so much less stressful than living on no budget at all for the month!! Shudder, shudder!
Have a lovely g.f Easter everyone, look after yourselves and be kind to yourselves too and so will I.
Our Lady
Thanks for popping over...you're plodding on nicely those days are ticking along....lovely to see you do active in here...have a great weekend with loved ones. ..x
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